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Monday, December 31, 2007
dear bloggy..
at 1820 hrs today..
sumone juz ended sumting..
haixxx..
a person dat has known me sooo well since i was in sec 1..
he said he cant wait for me animore..
and well..i accept dat..
i noe..cos i still love another person..and dat wont change aniting..
i noe i might be selfish or desperate..
but i cant help it..
i haf known him sooo long..
and we haf gone thru gd and bad times together..
but its a fact.
i cant accept him..
haiixxx..
i'll miss the frenship dat i haf haf wif him..
and also the past that we shared together..
watever it is..
like he said, "hu cares abt the past.."
its true..
hu cares? u dont. u nvr will.
bastard.
ohk.
i guess sum wud be relieved dat i m rid of him cos of the past that we shared.
i cant blame them.
i understand.
haiiixxxx.
k.dats a nice end to a new yr.
thanks alot laarrrr..
i noe u wont ever be reading this so here goes..
"u bastard. thanks for everyting. be happy wherever u go. and well, all the best for ur future endeavours. i wont ever get to haf a drive wif ya. and i wont ever get to see u happy. i am sorry i cant help. haiz. dun disappoint those hu love u aites. take care."
diana..
*twiNKLes
*and emoshit-ness engulfs me. i nid sumone to cling on.
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6:28 PM :)
dear bloggy..
alhamdulillah..
i am back from silat camp and still in one piece..heheh..
well..
a bit bruised all over and a minor sprain to the wrist but otherwise, i am alrite..hehe..
the camp was FANTABULOUS!!
its the epitome of a real training camp! with the fun and the pain that we had, i am grateful that i had joined the camp..hehe..
tell ya wat...
i managed to memorise up to jurus 6 for regu already..though its not perfect, its still sumting..well..see lar who trained me..the-old-already-world-champion...ayim mia..hehehe..
and i didnt escape from tanding..
cos i still trained for it..by shah and azhar..
and well..wif my advice from my CUTE partner, falina..
i managed to go thru my 2 matches..
the exposure to matches gave me the confidence to fight good.although not gd enuf..
*niwaes, i reached my goal!! to gain confidence and haf the never give u attitude!!
and i m really sorry shiffa for the injury..seriously didnt mean it..
all in all..
it has been a GREAT experience!! and thanks everyone for making it happen! hehe...
well..
sch's starting in two days..exams in a few wks..
guess dat i haf to chiong all the way..
time for myself? mayb at nite..
i am not dat sure..
but seriously, i miss the old times..as in..there is always sumone who nvr fails to call me..
or in other words..i miss that person..
haix..
and yeah..
tmr is a new yr..
and my resolutions are...
- to be a better person than now
- to win in any matches, competitions for silat.
- to excel in my studies
- to be wif that person forever..
i think that shud be all..
but if i rmb aniting, i'll add..hehe...
for all..

diana..
*twinKLEs
*though u arent by my side, u are always in my heart and soul
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11:02 AM :)
Thursday, December 27, 2007
dear bloggy..
guess wat?
i came home yest at 11.45 pm!! ahahax...cos there was this debrief-cum-bbq for the darmawisata...
and well..though not all came, it shud still be considered a success! hahahx..
*diana mcm phm..
oh..and yest also..
i met wif my two besties ever!!
SYAZ AND FINA!!
whee~~~
hehe...
we met at bugis..
ate at ljs and went exploring ard beach rd..
ahahahx..
imagine dat?
3 girls in tudung and well..two of them in high heels, walking ard beach rd..
and we passed by my old workplace!!!!
and everything has changed!!!
the place is renovated and haix..
none of my ex-colleagues were there..
its sooooo SAD! cos i dunnoe of any other way to contact them sey...
haix..
ohk...
and back to the BBQ..
it was kewl dat sumone had to fetch me to bring me to the pit..*thanks SYAFIQ.
and well..i was also sent home straight to my blk! ahahax.. *thanks DIN.
the bbq was like any other bbq..talk, eat, ghost stories,games and stupid antics like bursting the coke can! *though it was fun..hahax..
hmm..i tink becos of the ghost stories, i wud rather go home late wif the rest than go home early and alone..hehe...
i enjoyed the bbq alot!! and i love the fact that the rest of the gang cud really talk to me..since i m considered an extra wat..hahax..
niwaes...
i tink dats the end of the whole trip...
but..
for the rest of the dudes and babes mayb searching for me during the next few days, i am sorry..but i m gg to a silat camp and wont be back till sunday..
dun miss me.
hahax.
diana..
*twinKLEs*
*and he was there..or was he not?
ps: thanks fina ALOTS for the sweet and pretty bracelet!!!
and also to syaz..yesh! ur dress is really pweeettyy..!! hehe..
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10:04 AM :)
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
dear bloggy..
did i tell u also dat i went for another trip?
the darmawisata with MLS and Nurhayat.
ahahahx..
i was actually one of the few extras..
but i still enjoyed myself truly ar..
hehehe..
i have made alooooot of new frens!!
and tried new experiences..hehehe...
like...
fishing!!
baking baulu!!
and...separating rice grains from padi!!
ahahaax!!
i haf a new adopted family..and i miss them sooo...
diana will send them pics and letters!!
nyehaaa!!!
k..k..
shud i get the pics..i'll post them online...
till then..
* i miss dat one person from darma...
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7:57 PM :)
dear bloggy....
sumtimes..i wsh, i cud juz come up to my mum and give her a tight hug and a kiss..haiz..
i noe dat i haf done a lot of mistakes to her but yet..i juz cant make myelf to apologise and make amends.
sighz.
it was supposed to be a great ending to a great holidae..
but well..the whole holidae was screwed up.
it was a 4D/3N holidae to wherever my dad cud drive us..
but..
firstly, we had departed from hme late..instead of at 3, we went off at 5..
so we arrived at ard late nite. lyk duuhh!!
k. i didnt tell u guys where we had arrived.
it was at my grandaunt's village located at parit bakar darat, muar.
well..its a last min thingy..
the next day, my parents still havent decide where to go..until ard 2+ in the aftnn..
where to next? kl.
urgh.
*actually i didnt wanna go there..i had this bad feeling dat we wud get lost.
and how true was dat....
we got lost twice to get into the freaking city!!
and we got lost more than dat to get to the hotel dat we planned to checked in too..
we ended up in another hotel opp the hotel dat we intended cos we cud not find it earlier.
haha.
urgh.
kae.
i shud stop this freaking getting lost thingy.
cos dats the main agenda for the whole jourmey.
getting lost.
and well..upon arriving in singapore.
guess wat? my mum was reprimanded for skipping one day of work!! and its my freaking fault too!!
damn. dat was the last straw.
i juz had to retaliate. and had a HUGE row!!!
haiz.
so back to the start of my blog...
i regret wat i had done..
but i dunnoe wat to do...
sighz.
*i am such a BAD daughter. =(
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7:33 PM :)
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
dear bloggy..
yesssssaaa!!
i haf finally finished my new blog!!
wat abt it eh?
kewl or ugly?
juz gif me a comment..
hehe..
thanks..
*i m LOVIN' it!
hehe..
diana..
*twinKLes*
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10:51 PM :)