actually my mind is in turmoil..i am having this problem wif a fren of mine..and i wud really love to solve it however i am not sure how to...i haf been seeing this fren of mine getting hurt time and again..by none other but people of the other gender..and although i haf tried to advice my fren, he/she brushed it away..instead replied by being sarcastic to me...and well, now, more ppl haf realised the mistakes he/she had done..so well, more of our frens are like..not agreeing to he/she..and i haf this fear that it would affect our frenship...and that sucks..
i really hope i can talk it out wif my fren and make he/she realise his/her mistakes before its too late..
i hope when the time comes, my dear fren, pls dun take it to heart for watever that has happened...just take it as a stepping stone, a wake-up call to change to be a better person.. insyaallah..
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also, today is ad's bdae and i wished her early in the morning..i hope she had a great bdae and a great 19th yr coming up..ahhax..
hmm..just that ad reminds me that humans can change and can forgive and forget..and i appreciate it lots..i was really touched by her msg yesterday..thanks alot Ad! hehe..
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and yet, i dun understand why isit sum ppl just cant accept my apology..
Z, i am sorry for being such an annoying b**** on Friday..i was just kidding around..but i didnt noe that u would take it to heart..i really hope that u wud forgive me and i wud get to mit u one more time before u go back to Bandung..i really cant say aniting else..cos i noe, i haf tested ur patience one too many times..
I am really sorry.. =(
Please reply me soon...
diana.. *twinKLEs
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9:46 PM :)
dear bloggy...
recently there was earth hour right? ahahx..i dun tink i was really participating in it since i was at lau pa sat for dinner..however, i was thinking why cant we have earth hour like..every month? once a mth, for an hour, we put aside one hour to reflect on our (man's) actions on our Mother Earth..hmm..i dun tink its dat difficult rite? i wonder whether having this hour affects our economy, our peace? hmmm...come to think of it, if we haf this hour, mayb there wont be any wars..ahahx..cos they cant fight in the dark rite? and i was thinking, that we (man) are always soo busy to chase dreams, achieve goals, being too selfish and greedy at the same time wifout even thinking of the consequences..hmm..dun u ever wonder that ur actions affect alot of people in the cycle of life? not oni our family members or our future generation, but everything in the world?
hmm..i dunoe why am i suddenly in this philosophical mood todae..but i still think that we should haf Earth Hour each month..its fair enuf for our Mother Earth rite? we are oni contributing 1/(24hrs x 30/31days) in a month..(not counting leap years or february..hehe.. =p) that doesnt count for alot rite?
hmmm...nvm..i will just ponder abt it more today..hehe..
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niwaes, there was a time when i dedicated a song to Helmie..ahahx.. its none other than Tanpa by 6th sense..ahahx..an indon band..
Resah yang ku Ubah dalam kata Melukiskan kesunyian Tanpa engkau aku tak mengerti
Meski Pagi itu menatapi Akan sunyi tanpamu Menemani aku sepi
* Tanpa.. Cintamu aku resah Tanpa.. Kasihmu aku hampa Tanpa.. Dirimu aku mati hohoo…
Kini benar-benarku rasakan Dalam relung hatiku tanpamu Ku tak mengerti daku.... Takut jauh dari dirimu Dan kau tinggalkan aku sendiri Tanpamu ku mati hohoo…
Resah yang ku Ubah dalam kata Melukiskan kesunyian Tanpa engkau aku tak mengerti
hmm..and helmie said that that song doesnt seem to haf a meaning.. maybe u misunderstood me, but wat i was trying to mean from this song is just that, i cant live wifout u, it will hurt me very badly if i lose u and that i would rather sacrifice myself then letting u go..
paham? ahahx..
oh well...watever it is, i still like this song.. BLUEARK!! ehehe..
klah..
less than 3 days till our FIRST MONTH!! hehe..
diana.. *twinKLEs
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10:30 AM :)
Sunday, March 29, 2009
dear bloggy...
yesterday was the first time i met the rest of the ppl that are going to be invited for the upcoming picnic..they are: wan star, ira and huny..however, i did met wif more peeps such as wan's fiancee', wan's fren and huny's fren..
we met at lau pa sat for dinner...quite bored as sum came late, got sum hitches(like getting wrong directions... =P)..however, it was quite okay since i managed to click wif them although it might take sum time until i am literally okay wif everyone..ahahx..
niwaes, plans for the picnic are underway and i really hope that it will be success..i dun wan to disappoint anione..hehe...
and hmmmm.... less than 5 days till my FIRST MONTH!! hehe..
loving him oh-so-much!! ahahx..
okay2...shudnt start now.. gtg now..
hehe...
diana.. *twinKLEs
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9:41 PM :)
Monday, March 23, 2009
dear bloggy..
3 weeks haf passed since i am wif Helmie and well..truthfully...i am very HAPPY!!! hehe...so giddy with happiness! hehe..and insyaallah this happiness will not be short-lived..i wish for it to last until forever and i will put in effort for it to last so..
but first..let me recap what happened last week..
okayyy...nothing major happened on monday and tuesday.... however, the next few days..was damn stressful and hectic lar seeyy.. ahahx..
cos well, on weds, i met wif Adilah at BnG..ahahx..where we shared stories abt our ITP experience..seems like she is having a hard time there sey..but i believe she can do it..rite? ahahx..and then i met wif Aqilah at her place..where we hung out, shared more stories abt alot of other stuffs before i finally met Syaz at Orchard where she picked up her Twilight DVD...ahahx..it was one helluva day larr...very tiring but fulfilling..hehe..
and i still haf a date wif SYAZ and AQILAH!! SHOPPING LADIES!!! hehe..
on thurs, i had a meeting wif fellow SIFE mate to prepare the presentation by translating the presentation into malay for the sake of my indonesian-speaking helpers in Batam..and i was supposed to meet wif Zairel, my indonesian fren to help me too.. but he didnt show up...so in the end, me and my fren struggled to finish the presentation before i rush off to sch for my training...silat was FUN! ahahax..cos i managed to run for quite a distance wif Zul... (ZUUULLL!!! i nid more running to pump myself up!!) but hahx..becos of the run, i think i strained my muscles..my knee joint specifically..ahahx...
on Fri, went to JB wif family!! watched 'The Race to Witch Mountain'...quite fun..but not wat i had in mind..hehe..but i still enjoyed myself lar...we went to Pak Uda's condo for the evening..and that's when i got the call from Zairel abt his accident the day before...nasib minor..alhamdulillah..but i was damn worried lar..cos its not his character to make me wait for him..ahahx..so yeah..back to my original story, i finally reached home at 12am in the morning..had oni 4 hrs of sleep before waking up in a hurry to finish up the presentation as i am gg to BATAM!!
so, on Saturday, i went to Batam for a day trip..to conduct the business presentation and also to conclude our future steps in the coming months...hahax..due to this presentation, i tell u, i totally hate business...CONFUSING babes..ahahx...but i had my share of fun to when i went shopping for caps, hoodies and souvenirs for my family in oni 30 mins..ahahx..
but i am THOROUGHLY SATISFIED! hehe..
and my ordeal didnt end there..
cos SUNDAY...my lovely darling ustadz and ustazah had something for us too.. i had a Fiqh presentation on Rujuk..which was quite okay wif sum cork-ups due to sumone who didnt noe how to explain...ahahx..and a Tafsir Test on Surah Ar-Rum..ahahx..
alhamdulillah, Ustadz Ismail said that the presentation was good apart from typo errors and the Tafsir Test was quite easy..ehehe...though truthfully, i didnt study..ahhx..
after MADRASAH, its time to PARTY!! hehe.. cos well, although it wasnt relly my plan to go to IMM wif my family to buy hps for my bro and youngest sis, i managed to make myself happy by getting myself a new blue DRESS!! hehe.. den after gg home to change, i went to Bedok wif Helmie and melayu-sg peeps! to recce for our upcoming picnic by the beach organised by Helmie..ahhx...
it was quite boring at first..but after everyone came, that was when the fun started cos everyone keep cracking up over jokes..and i had ALOT of fun i tell u..ahahx..in the end,we all went home at around 9+ since i haf my curfew..(sowie peeps..i am the youngest after all..hehe.. =P)
all in all, i had ALOT OF FUN though i cant deny that last week was stressful! hehe..all thanks to the support of my family and of cos Helmie..i tell u all eh..wifout his patience and care, confirm i wud haf already broken down by now..
and yesh..last wk was just one test to see how long i and him can really persevere..cos well, as much as i wrote up there abt all the stuff i had to do, me and him still haf sum misunderstandings..but we always manage to solve all the probs..so yesh..i really appreciate it lots ayang...
i hope to haf alot more future anniversaries, smiles, laughter, tears, squabbles, hugs and everything with u..and no one else..MUAX!
cant wait for this 11th! and 2nd April! and this SUNDAY! hehe...
diana.. *twinKLEs
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2:51 PM :)
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
dear bloggy...
last friday, my dearest sister, Dania Syuhaida was awarded the outstanding pupil award of her sch, Regent Sec..ahahx...i was there wif my parents as my sister knew that i had been wishing to go to her sch since she first got into the sch..ahahax..(there is sum history btwn me and that sch..ahahx)
damn am i proud of her..cos well, i haf nvr gotten any award while i was in sec sch as my sch was considered an elite neighbourhood sch..(back then..of cos..now, i dunnoe..) and well..also for her to continue to sit for her O's also..who wudnt be proud rite? ahahx...i do noe she is smart but she doesnt see it and usually she does not take advantage of her own talent..niwaes, i hope that this award will open her eyes...(actually this is not the first award she has received over the past few years..
so yeah..
CONGRATULATIONS my dearest sister! hehe.. so yeah..sum pics taken at her ceremony...
hehe..dania mane? hehe..i noe the pic quality not good..tp nampak dania tak? hehe..
dania again. ahahx...
and dania and my parents...happy lar kononnn...ahahx..
none other than my BELOVED UMI DARLING!!! hehehe..
on this day, my mum is officially 4_..hehehe...cannot tell..later ppl noe how old she is..hehe...
so well..me and my family celebrated her bdae last sun at Pastamania Lot 1! hehe..we had an earlier bdae celebration as my mum is working todae..hehe.. niwaes, it was quite a surprise..cos well..this is the first time that we as a family ever planned for such an event..(actually its more that the 4 of us planned..as my dad didnt noe of the plan until the evening itself..hehe..)
Umi just returned from work and waited for us at the lib..Dinah and Syafiq met her first followed by daddy darling...me and Dania, we bought Umi a stalk of rose..(soft toy..i hate real flowers cos they wilt..ahahx) and then bth of us reserved seats..ahahx..
when umi came down, she was kinda reluctant to enter as she knew that pastamania is not really in our budget but when she was pulled into the restaurant wif my two siblings and my dad, my mum realised that its a surprise, so she just smiled and sat wif us..ahahx..after ordering the food, dania gave my mum the rose..hehe..i dunnoe how my mum felt lar...as we are not the touchy-feely kind of family..we usually joke, laugh and talk ard rather than kiss and hug..ahahx..but i knew she was happy..hehehe..
oklah..so here are the pics...
again..HAPPY BIRTHDAY UMI!!! hehe.. love you always for being the strongest and best mummy on earth! hehe.. MUAX!!
and HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!
umi and abi in front of pastamania.. =)
dinah promoting apple crumble dessert..hehe..
and also being the main taster for the apple crumble too.. =P
cheesy pizza! hehe..i noe i look spastic! hehe..
dania and dinah..giler2 as per usual..
irritating syafiq trying to act cute! ahahx..
and the sweetest part of all...pizza-feeding ppl! hehehe..
till then..
diana.. *twinKLEs
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2:13 PM :)
Monday, March 9, 2009
dear bloggy... i guess i haf to clear sumthing up... as of 2nd March 2009, Diana is happily attached to H-----... and for those who know abt this, i noe that sum of my frens think that i easily fall in love and always make myself so vulnerable to hurt and despair.. however, i haf sumthing to clarify.. before even getting attached to H, he has gotten to noe alot abt me, as much as wat i noe abt him..also, he has met my siblings and they really like him, so to me, that is a really good sign cos i cant rmb the last time my siblings were okay wif sumone i was wif..*apart from musadiq lar...*
niwaes, he said that he is serious and sumhow, i believed him..ahahx..cos well, watever i feel for him was the same thing i felt for musadiq..oni stronger..cos well, he has some qualities that are just wat i haf always wanted in a guy..for eg, that bit of islamic knowledge that, to me, could guarantee more understanding between us and possibly a longer relationship...
and not oni dat..my m-sg frens haf met him too and haf given him the green light..hehehe..
insya'allah hubungan kite berkekalan k ayang... i appreciate everything u haf done for me in the past, present and of course in the future...i am really looking forward to a future wif u aites..hehe..
aites.. so i haf come clean wif my status...ahahx..cuma name die aje i cant say..cos i dunnoe whether he minds or not if i reveal it...
and well..when he asked me to be his gal, he got on one knee in the park where we were chatting and held my hands...damn..i was touched..hehe..and of cos i accepted.. he said that he just cudnt wait to get att to me as he truly loved me and cant bear the tot of me being wif another guy..ahahax..namely F..ahahx..
so well, on the 2nd of March 2009, i am officially attached! hehe.. and thanks to all dearest frens who haf congratulated me and approved H to be wif me..
niwaes, being wif H means that i am always taken care of..serious..we can mit ea other almost everyday..just for him to pick me up and send me home..eheh..and its really fulfilling and makes me happy..hehe...(btw..H lives in UT therefore easy for him to send me home..)
so yeah..thats the main thing i wanna update abt..
further updates, i am gonna get my First Aider license SOON! hehe..i passed my theory test wif FLYING COLOURS and my practical test too..Faili said that i looked so calm and collected as i was doing CPR on little Anne..hehe..(the CPR dummy duuhh...) pdhal in my brain i was panicking..i was thinking that in a real situation, i might haf sacrificed sumone's life seeeeyyy..hehe..but well, Faili already said i am gonna pass so YEAH!! i can save ppl now wif my knowledge.. niwaes, the CLASS was damn fun larrr! cos mostly the students were from SP and so, we cud just click..hehe..so many jokes were shared and laughter too...ooh..misunderstandings were also common..esp the part where Faili tot me and Zul were attached! ahahx..
so thats the update for the week! hehehehe.. further updates coming up soon!
diana.. *twiNKLES
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11:00 PM :)
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
dear bloggy!!!
last Sunday was a very awesome day for me although i was very exhausted after the chalet which went not as expected...ahahx.. cos well..on that day, i met up wif my Melayu-SG frens! hehe..Melayu-SG is a networking website quite similar to anakmelayu singapura..but well, to me, its waaaaayyy better than any other networking websites i haf been too..cos well..this networking site has a chatbox, so i get to noe those who add me up online better wifout gg to msn..ahahx..and yeah..i esp LOVE the forum..cos well, discussions can be put up and views can be heard..ahahx..i dunnoe lar..but to me, its much more fun and diff than Friendster and even Facebook...but not many of my reality frens are interested in this therefore i made new frens..hehe..ok2..although my new frens are mostly older than me, as mostly are in their 20s, i feel like i can really clique wif all of them..i can think like most of them and enjoy chatting wif them..
well..back to the outing, Devoted was the one who organised the dinner at Sakura Halal Thai Cuisine at Far East Plaza and well..he invited Vendetta, Naz, Imraah, Lady T and Sweetrose..however, there are others who were invited such as Z, Imraah's and Dev's fren, F, my friend and Sweetrose's cuz..we had to wait a LONNNNNNGGGG time for Naz and Vendetta to come down that the food we ordered even became cold! hehe..but yeah, blame the rain..ahahx...
and after dinner, F, Z and Sweetrose's cuz had to go off early so in the end the 7 of us went to McCafe at Isetan for coffee..hehehe..we chatted, laughed and took sum pictures..that time spent really made me smile....hehe..i enjoyed myself cos well, i haf finally proven that there are internet frens who can really become close frens..hehe..like me and Dev..we are very close now..ahahx..thanks alot aites...
to all my new peeps! i really appreciate it lots! and for those peeps who cudnt make it, do try to come down the next time..esp u Hana! hehe..