guess wat? my body has finally given up wif all the stress..cos now i am sick..wif a headache, cough and a slight fever..now...who is to blame? of course no one else but me right? cos i noe my body best rite? i am sorry for doing this to myself..really sorry...haiiiixxxxx...
summore..i still have to commit myself to my exhausting training..i noe that whatever i noe now is not enuf to be the best..and well..i dun plan to finish till hear...i REALLY,REALLY wanna WIN!! and i dun care..i'll put in every 100% of my sweat and effort to reap that reward during the IVP..aahahx..in one mth baby..one mth...
hehehe..
and nk dgr cerita bodoh tk?
hehe...once upon a time, there was a group of guys excited to go to school..which school, dun ask..just a school...and well..all of them went together in a van...a small, MANUAL OPERATED van..okay...and well..when they reached school, A was driving and he drove up a road that was kinda steep..and from his line of view, he saw 3 ladies walking towards them...and guess what he did? with ego, he stopped next to the ladies who were walking..slowed down the car and B, sitting next to him wound down the window and tegur-ed the ladies: Assalammualaikum.... and the ladies.... pun BUAT BODOH...hehehe..and guess wat happened next? the engine actually died!! and gone was the pride and ego that all the guys had been trying to display earlier...to add salt to the wound, the ladies laughed SOOOOO LOOOOUUUDDD cos they realised what had happened!! hehehe...they knew that the reason that the engine died was because A didnt use the clutch..and to cover up for their embarrassment, A just started the engine and then the rest of the guys said something loud to the ladies..but sadly the ladies didnt hear..
wanna noe the moral of the story? never ever stop a car if u dunnoe how to use a clutch...
hehehe..
k..k..i noe its lame..but at that moment, it was really..really funny..
hehehe..
klahhh..gtg and take my medicine..am feeling very sick..
diana.. *twinKLEs
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8:24 PM :)
Monday, April 28, 2008
dear bloggy...
todae was the first dae of the cca showcase..and well..to tell u the truth, it was really kinda good..cos we had abt 20 ppl signing up for silat..but i wonder, hu will be left aft the first few trainings? ahahax...we'll see abt that..but i haf faith for the freshies..juz dun join for the wrong reason sudah..hehehe...
and welll..another light abt silat rite..i think i might not be able to last...cos the trainings are just too tiring..and well..with injuries..u get really tired after a few mins of doing it..but i really wanna prove to azhar that i can win the ivp and i really want..but i think by forcing me too much, i might breakdown and dat wud be diff..juz look at my bad moodswings..nearly everyone got under my skin the past few weeks..ahahax..
well ppl..i am sorry..but i am juz too tired...and too easily irritated at the moment..
sorry again k..
i think i need a massage..
diana.. *twINKLes..
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9:13 PM :)
Sunday, April 27, 2008
dear bloggy..
the past few days i hadnt been able to get enough rest and sleep..all for doing the script..and in the end, the performance was scrapped..i dunnoe whether to feel relieved or pissed off..cos i had put in effort yet it didnt bring any satisfaction to me..tapi kan...it was kinda good lar..cos well..at least i wont get embarrassed if anything had happened..
and well..i realised that the walking around school together with training had caused my leg to feel really tired and weak..seriously..my left leg aches soooo much..and i dunnoe how to do ease the pain..had eaten panadol...but no relief..so how? haiiiixxx..and no choice not to come for training cos i noe its impt..very very impt!! ahahax..(so damn passionate abt silat eh? i know...)
but still.. yest i still managed to join street soccer with the boys at boys town..ahahx..they were not really as bad as ppl always perceive..they are friendly and quite nice to talk to..oni dat they are very hyper, has a short attention span and naughty as in..likes to tease..ahahax..BUT i had fun playing wif them..hehe..they actually let us win a few times..and i think the score was 2-0 or isit a tie..hehehe..cos they count by minusing from 0...not adding..ahahx..so at first, SP was losing badly..at -4 - 0 ahahax..then because of their kindness..we managed to get a few goals..and even i scored a goal..thanks to the kindness of the goalie..hehehe..THANKS AR!!
and today in MADRASAH, i got a shock when Ustad Ismail said that i am the top girl in class for the test that we had last week..and well..i was shocked basically cos i didnt study at all..ahahx..i oni open the book a few times and skimmed thru the contents..not bothering to even memorise anything lar..but ALHAMDULILLAH..next time, really haf to study..hehe..and get better results..
hhhhmmmm...
and well..i think my youngest sis is getting out of control...cos she keeps acting like a minah and its irritating..haaaaaaaaaiiiixxxx...ape nk jadi dgn die? and whenever i talk wif her, she will raise her voice at me..i am talking lar dey..and she got offended..tak bingit ke?
tell me..what should i do?
diana.. *twiNKLes
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10:28 PM :)
Thursday, April 24, 2008
dear bloggy...
seriously...i am super-uber-bingit at the moment...i haf alot of assignments, deadlines, responsibilities..and U NOE WAT? its only the 2nd wk of term!!!!
actually...i am kinda disappointed wif my frens..and i mean my silat frens...they are not making it easy for me to help support the club though they are in it..i am not asking for much..juz come down for the training ar..buat pe beli uniform and pay the fees if u are not coming kan? and well..if u dun wanna come, dun make others not come too lar...i am sooo tired of memujuk-king ppl to come..dulu pun slalu aku ponteng kan? but i realise that a club wont exist wifout its members..and since i am a member, i shud help kan..however small the favour i did...
HAIIIIXXXXXX....
and this saturday is the confirmed date to help out at the boy's town...and i cant wait....but....u noe, i haf a responsibility to do too...i haf to plan out the script..(which is still not done yet..hehehe..) and kinda having a headache over it...but i hope things will sort out soon..
and well..am getting sooooo MANY emails abt Mendaki...what gets me worked up is that i am receiving the same email over and over again..tell me..tk bingit ke asik dpt the same email a few times..so much so that i get confused abt all the impt dates which i haf events..but i feel happy and satisfied that i can offer my help for some events..hope that those i help can benefit from it..
hmmmm...wat else am i not happy abt?
oh ya...when i got back from school and vivo where i met abg mamat, my family really made me pissed off...as soon as i am home there must be sum stupid quarrels..like hello? i juz got home from all the stress in school and here we go again..quarrel summore..and it happens every morning before i go sch and when i get back..TAK STRESS KE?
ohk2...
so well..now i write abt the GREAT points abt todae...
managed to do my plant sciences practical like..really GREAT that i am totally surprised and satisfied of myself...and then...i managed to brief my class for biochem techniques quite okay-ly since Dr Xu said dat it was good and clear..hehehhee..and i finished the practical one hour earlier!! hehe..and my results for applied microbio was quite good..i love the different microbes that grew on the medium..so pretty and interesting..i really mean it dat its pretty..what else eh? hhhhmmmmmm.....
oh ya..met up wif abg mamat..and kinda enjoyed myself..padahal jumpe die jap je...ahahax.. thanks abg..and i am sorry i hurt ur feelings..
gtg and finish that script..
diana.. *twiNKLEs..
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10:21 PM :)
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
dear bloggy..
today class started late..but it was still as tiring lar...cos well i had practical today and it was like..super rushing cos dear mr goh kept urging us to do everything out of our own iniative.."get ur own equipments..no one is gonna help u when u are working...", "ur aims in ur datasheet should not be the same as mine..if not u get zero...", and then he laughs..which well..i cant understand the humour behind it..
ahahahx...
but well..my EC was there so it was okay...though i wud prefer if he is my partner..hehehehe...
and my baby lappy is like causing probs in sch lar...irritating lar sey..but thank god at home it is okay..
heheheh....
and well..mayb gonna go for LOLLIPOP lar sey...
some might say its wrong but i am there just to check out the place and since it is a school event i dun really feel awkward...well..fytch..make up ur mind lar..
ahahax..
oklahhh..i guess dats all lar...
diana.. *twinKLEs
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6:47 PM :)
Thursday, April 17, 2008
dear bloggy..
these hands would never hold another guy's hands anymore; unless those hands would be the hands which would lead me through the rest of my life. these arms would never hug another guy's body anymore; unless those body will always stay beside me for the rest of my life. this lips would never kiss another guy's lips anymore; unless that lips will give me kisses that make me smile forever. this heart would never let it be stolen by another guy; unless that guy would never abandon it.
but till then this person has the right to like and find that guy.. and no one has the right to stop me. just the right to advise me.
oh well.. niwaes, yest was one of the bestest silat training that i had in months!! hehehe.. thanks talhah for the great training..and i really had fun cos i bonded wif my silat frens!! love u all to bits and we'll work things out aites? and yeahhhh..lets haf fun tmr!!! hehehe..all the best for the BBQ!!!!
hehehe..
and i am in the same class as EHEM! hehehe..suke lah tu diana..
so now i wanna sleep!!
diana.. *twiNKLes
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9:27 PM :)
Monday, April 14, 2008
dear bloggy...
my weekends were keeeewwwwlll!!!
but i felt like my weekends started earlier..cos thursday i had actually went to watch the match between saffc and the young lions.. and haf to say that the young lions truly disappointed their fans cos they didnt play well..and also cos they didnt display alot of teamwork to even grant their team a goal!! dun believe it? well..saffc won 4-o!! believe it lar sey..and the star of the match is alexander dures cos he scored most of the goals lar...and the cheerleaders were kewl!! they were cute and funny...hehehe...
friday was boring..
but saturday was GEREK!!! last minute, i agreed wif syaz to go wif her and fina and the whole school(bp) for the 2008 syf band competition lar..i help wif the malay dancers that were collaborating wif the band..and they really did a GREAT job lar...i am really proud of them though i wasnt really helping them that much lar..i am sorry guys that i couldnt be a better senior to you all..but u guys were really good..and i mean it to our 'ever forceful, ever graceful' 140-strong band!!! though we got the unexpected silver, u guys did GREAT!! do better next time and show who defines excellence....ahahahx..if u get wat i mean..
NO MORE TEARS SHALL BE SHARED BECAUSE OF THAT AITES!!! rmb all of us are proud of u guys so hold ur heads up high and smile.. =))))))
but it ended late..so late..i reached home at 10+ lar..tired sey..
and the next day was more hectic than saturday..cos in the morning had madrasah..then went to the swimming pool wif pak uda and family...met my 5th bf..hehe..muhd iqbal soooo kiut!! and he is as narcisisstic as i am..ahahx..he actually winked and smiled at himself lar in the mirror..ahahahx..and then...went to meet fina to surprise syaz to bring her to watch kesumawangi..ahahax..she got a really bad shock lar..dat the way she reacted was sooo kiut..ahahahx..and we did haf fun!! rite babes? hehehe..i miss u all already lar.. ehehe..
but kesumawangi kinda disappointed me..dun wanna elaborate too..so well..juz leave it like dat..
so that ends my HOLIDAES..
so now SCHOOL HAS STARTED!!
and my timetable is hectic.. everyday starts at 8 and it ends usually at around 4 or 5 pm..and wat wif me being in the committee..now i haf more responsibility..and guess wat? i haf a JOB!! like finally..hehehe..juz tutoring..eheheh...so i am officially busy..
no time to fool around..haf been struggling to study and pay attention in class lar..
ahahx..
so well..dats the update that i haf for now..
diana.. *twinKLes
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5:09 PM :)
Friday, April 11, 2008
dear bloggy..
yang nyata, diri mereka semua ku hampakan, demi kebahagiaan diriku sendiri tetapi, mengapakah ku rasa diriku kehampaan? padahal semua yang terjadi atas pilihan ku sendiri.
kinda berjiwang.. but not really sad lar..
juz bored.. hehehe..
well..just now i went to Lot1 wif my beloved sister.. Dinah..hehehe.. and lot1 was full of twss students and all of them happen to noe my sister..cos my sister ni nakal orgnye..every guy/gal/senior pun die nk tegur..nasib tk kene smacking sey..ahahahx...[paiseh jgk walking ard wif my adik.. and we lepak at lib jap..and she complained..saying i am boring.. takkan lah i want to lepak pat library for hours kan? not my type to lepak2..hehe..padahl dulu..lepak pat sane sampai ke petang..ahahahx..
oh well.. then we went to eat at mcd.. jumpe kwn dinah ag.. ishhhkkk..
but it was fun..sister bonding..hehehe..
shud haf a siblings bonding..
diana.. *twinKLes
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3:52 PM :)
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
Dear bloggy..
u noe, recently i joined this website that helps in matchmaking muslim ladies wif muslim gentleman..and guess wat? almost allll the matches that i got were of guys from europe..uk, london...rich guys huh? ahahax..and well..they are usually indians..ahahhax.
so wats up wif me and indian guys? i dunnoe..i am totally infatuated to them lar..ahahahax..but well..i haf had enuf experience wif indian guys..though the memories were bittersweet, i felt more comfy wif them..but well..i guess its better to stick wif malay guys..easier to communicate..hehehe..
hmmm.. and well..for those guys that tell me that they love me, u noe wat? i am not gonna give u any hope dat i am gonna fall for u but i am nvr gonna say that u cant love me cos well..love cant be forced..ahahahx..but i am sorry k..
and the meeting yest was fun! cos well..uzair made too many jokes that i got a tummy ache from laughing..hehehe..and well..i hope that everything will work out fine..
and..todae i am supposed to go for the chalet..shud i go? mcm mls ar..
diana.. *twiNKles aka Chandini..
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12:06 PM :)
Tuesday, April 8, 2008
dear bloggy..
this post has nth to do wif its title..hehehe..i noe i noe... juz haf sum thoughts inside my mind.. i want the world to be a better place..so why cant i change it? haiiixxx..i realised dat i haf to change myself first before changing others or even the world in a broader sense.. but..i also realised dat i am lazy..i haf big ambitions..but i cant bring myself to put any effort to bring abt those long-dreamt-of-ambitions.. and yar...now dat i haf all of these revelations of my own self, i noe i shud change..and i will change...its my new yr's resolution lar..and until i change myself would i be confident enuf to haf sumone special..cos i want that special sumone to accept me the way i am..aft i change i mean.. well..i changed once..so why cant i make myself change again..for the better yar..
and why in the world am i being so melodramatic? it really irks me out lar..ahahax..but well..i guess there are certain sides of ppl dat u will only get to see when they are really being mellow..hehehe...
ok..so i nid to cut out of it..
ohkayyy.. actually i wanted to type out my review abt this book that i haf read recently.. its Life Expectancy by Dean Koontz..yeah..i noe its the same author of the book that i had read too..and well..the book was awesome!! i love the wide vocabulary that was used..and the plot is very suspenseful and there is a tinge of romance! Jeeva would love this!! hehehe...ohk..this story is abt this guy, Jimmy who was given birth into the world as soon as his grandfather finished making predictions of 5 terrible days that would befall him..and guess wat? the antagonist in this story is a clown! hehehe..and dats kinda freaky..wat wif me being coulrophobic (fear of clowns..but in the book, Koontz said dat its harlequinophobia..so i dunnoe lar..) but the story was reallllly good!! it describes of the life story of Jimmy as he went thru his life preparing for the 5 different days that will occur throughout his life...
i really recommend it to all my frens..there are alot of diff twists and turns in the story..and even the ending was unexpected..so well..read it guys!! hehehe..
and talking abt coulrophobia, i figure out dat i am also an arachnophobic and a claustrophobic..wats all dat? check out the dictionary ye..oh and i also freak out abt rubber bands..see? i am telling u guys my weaknesses..heheheh..but its oni mild lar..so i wont really freak out..
hehehe...
oklah....i guess dats all for now..
take care guys..
diana.. *twiNKLes.. aka Chandini..
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10:57 AM :)
Monday, April 7, 2008
dear bloggy..
hehehe..and i find this cute..got it from an email from nazreen..its abt wat baby are u? hehehe..
------------ ---OCTOBER BABY ------------ ------- Loves to chat. *yeah..i love it alot!*Loves those who love them.*duuuhh..i do dat* Loves to takes things at the centre.*wat things at wat centre? ntah ar..* Inner and physical beauty. *yg ni aku paling tk rase nk agree ar..* Lies but doesn't pretend. *yeah..i will lie..then i will say sorry and confess..it sux..* Gets angry often. *hmm...rase2nye tklah mcm gitu..hehe...*Treats friends importantly.*yeah...frens rise above boyfriends!* Brave and fearless.*aku ni pengecut nk mampz!* Always making friends.*syyyyazzzz!! ko btol lar...hehehe..* Easily hurt but recovers easily.*dats for u mike! * Daydreamer. *yeahhh..always daydreaming dat i will talk crap..*Opinionated.*yeah..very..dats wat sum ppl say dat i am bitching abt others..its not bitching lar..its saying ur opinion abt others..* Does not care to control emotions. *yeah..dats why whenever i feel sad, happy, etc..its super obvious..cant hide it man!*Unpredictable. *in watever i am saying...yeah..* Extremely smart,*biar betik sey..aku sepandai....-pandai tupai melompat akhirnya jatuh ke tanah juga..* but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all. *ni bedek!! bedek skali!! hehehehe*
k..k..
case tgh bored kan..the fruit of my bored labour..hehehe.. oh and i am sooooo sorry azhar..for keep doing the same mistakes over and over again..guide me man!
ok..i think dats all lar k..
take care den..
diana.. *twinKLes* aka Chandini..
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4:55 PM :)
dear bloggy..
juz now had a meeting wif the SP team and yeah!!! good news..this sat the team will be gg down to the boy's home for our final post-expedition programme...yesssaaa!!! hehehe..and i am in the ice-breakers group...and we haf figured out i think 5 games..hehehe.. cant wait to interact wif the guys there...
and aft dat went to Bkt Gombak to meet sufy cos i missed her..hehehe..nolah..juz wanted to spend sum time wif her..and later meeting another fren of mine..heheheh..
hmmm... tmr also i m having a chalet...and i guess i wont be there long..jap je..hehehe..mls lah nk lepak lame2...
and hmmm..wat else eh? hmmm..i guess dats all lar..
cant wait for the wkends to come!!
and of cos....my sch term will be starting soon!!
cant wait for new challenges...
gtg now..
diana.. *twiNKLes aka Chandini..
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2:42 PM :)
dear bloggy..
yest was a helluva boring day for me.. well..like finally, i haf a day juz for me to relax at home.. but madrasah was fun.. cos ustadz affif and ustadz ismail had talked abt very interesting topics that are near to the hearts of the muslim teenagers nowadays...the influence of the television, the open-mindedness of secular-schooled students, inter-racial marriages and marriages with ex-convicts..
well..like i had told alot of my frens, when i first made the decision of wearing a tudung, i noe dat there would be a misconception..even before i had worn the tudung, i had alot of misconceptions of girls in tudung..sumtimes, i think that they are not sincere in wearing it..cos when they wear it, they still dun display the apt behaviour that wont bring a disgrace to themselves and of course their religion..that was the reason why i damn really didnt want to wear a tudung cos i had tot that i wasnt good enuf to wear one..i noe dat i am not good enuf..but i am sincere in wearing it..i really wanted to show the good image of my own religion and more or less i haf managed to get my message across to sum of my frens..and well..i realised dat i haf to accept others the way they are..and that every individual has their own reasons for their own actions..
but heck it..i still haf my own weakness..which u can say is bitch abt others...i bitch becos i haf a gd reason to do so..u think i juz bitch abt any and every person in this world? any guy that i haf a past history which i juz want to get revenge at? i haf realised early in life dat revenge isnt the ans to everything..and vulgarism isnt the ans to get ur msg across...well..i do use vulgar words when i am uber-angry/pissed off..but i still practise patience lar sey..if i am not patient, i wud juz haf lashed out at u lar mike..
and u noe wat mike? i think u are juz a bored kid wif nothing to do and well..juz loves to cari pasal dgn org yg tahu pape..well..u are also a coward since u dun dare to intro to me abt u..u dun even dare to get to noe me..
hell..ppl are always deceiving others...however honest they are lar..so well..i can always deceive others abt my true character..but one thing is for sure..i tend to be honest to those who are sincere to be my fren..and well.i try to be as honest as possible in my blog entries too..so well..dat resulted in u getting offended..so there's oni one thing for certain..u cant click wif me..cos well...oni those who really understand me can click wif me..if not, they wud juz insult me like u do..and dun tink dat u r the oni one who has ever done this to me..i am prepared of all kinds of bullshit that makes up my life..so i feel okay..i feel better when a person criticise..at least i noe i am not perfect..and dearest mike, watever happens to me wont haf any effect on u..and yeah..i am trying to change but to me, my blog is for the entertainment of those who read it.. and its public so that it wont be troublesome for those who wants to view it anonymously..why dont u be like the other readers who dun comment but read? and if they do comment,give me some advices wifout the vulgarities..it wont bring the msg across..to me esp..
well..i really dont want to layan u lah for goodness sakes.. so well..take care mike.. and yeah..change urself first before u want others to change for ur happiness..
diana.. *twinKLEs aka Chandini..
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2:00 PM :)
Sunday, April 6, 2008
dear bloggy..
in reference to mike who commented on my blog.. a thousand apologies shud me entries offended u..if dats not enuf, i ask u for forgiveness from hujung kaki ke hujung rambut aites.. and well.. for ur info, i dun take it to heart..instead i accept ur comments..though i think dat u were rather harsh wif the languages..
well..the reason why i used: onlymyselfexists was because i wanted to run away..if u get wat i mean..i haf a previous blog which was: onlymywordsetched but it was mainly abt my happiness in life..it was during the period in my life which i was so happy becos i had dat person in my life..but when it all screwed up, i figured dat i shud haf a new blog which wud not remind me abt that past...so dat was how this blog was created...it was a spur at the moment decision to put dat name there..and well..i am too lazy to change the add again and having the trouble to inform all my frens abt the new blog..i love it the way it is now..
and well..may i ask u, how in the world did u conclude dat i am a thick skin bastard who is a bloody swine? since u inferred from my blog add, i guess u didnt really read the whole blog kan? oh well..like my favourite saying : looks belies the character that lies within.. so pls dun judge me by how i look..get to noe me then u'll noe me...
and yeah..i do noe dat ****(which i dunnoe means wat..) others is a sin furthermore i wear tudung, i juz haf one thing to say..i am not perfect so if i diss abt others, its becos of that imperfection..and pls dun boast dat u dun do dat too..cos u r not perfect too..
and i am not contradicting myself..another fact for thought..my blog add doesnt haf anything to do wif myself..and well..u might think that i dun care abt others..but i guess i wont emphasis abt dat becos dat will only prove to u dat i am not only a bloody swine..but also a bloody boasting swine..so well..i think my frens cud tell u otherwise aites..
if i am a social girl as said by my dearest bestie, Syaz..den wat makes u think i dun care abt others..but i commend u..for caring too much over others..(i mean mike ye..)
so lastly, why do i blog? becos it brightens up my day..and well..sum of my posts are funny and fun to read...and i hope that the readers will be entertained the same way that i did..i feel happy when others are..and i do try to not offend others when i blog...so i am quite disappointed dat i haf offended u, mike..so i am sorry again k..
i might say dat i oni care abt myself and dun care abt others..but i love all those who love me..and i write cos i haf a passion of writing...
to mike, i hope u do haf fun commenting abt others ya.. may god bless u...
ps: fytch..i noe u will be uber-frust that i am being too gullible, nice, stupid, etc2.. but i noe its no use being vulgar to another person who is vulgar towards me..but i realised..i am acting out of ordinary since i am not acting the way i usually am..so well..i am sorry to u too...
haix.
diana.. *twinkLes aka Chandini..
*told ya i failed in life..haix..
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6:01 PM :)
Saturday, April 5, 2008
dear bloggy..
and todae diana made a new fren..her name? Sudianah..hehehehe.. and she is...abg remy's younger sis hu is the same age as me..ahahahx. and well..i also got to noe another new fren..actually a couple of other new frens..but imptly, i shud mention kak izzah..ahahahx..she is abg remy's BEST fren ye..hehehehe.. the rest of the frens are the new volunteer frens dat i had made frens wif during the orientation todae..hehehe..
AND U GUYS ALL RAWK!! hehehe..*esp dat person lar.hehe.*
and silat training was tiring.. cos i kept doing guntingan till my feet were numb... thanks dearest hubbie for doing dat to me..hehehhee.. and yeah i will practise till i get sick of guntingan and mayb i will try cukuran aites..*u noe dats mepek rite?* ohk..i wont get sick of guntingan..but till i m a pro at guntingan aites? but it comes wif a price..year-long massage aites hubbie..hehehhee..*seriously ppl wud think wrongly..hehehe..* but i had fun.. so well..to those yg tk dtg..korg rugi!! hehehehe..
and to my Beloved Abg.. thanks for accompanying me and dianah and kak izzah aites? ur love for me never wavers so i m very impressed wif u..were u happy wif my response? i told u, u are the kind of guy that alot of girls wud want....yet, i juz cant love u the way u do aites? hope u understand..which u do..thankx abg..
and to all my new frens..
U GUYS ARE ALL LOVED!! ahahahx.. *to dat abg man yg bbl mepek tadi..wasnt it kinda obvious u were mepek-ing when u gave out ur no to an audience of majority ladies? ahahahx...*
and lastly.. i think Singapore needs more dedicated and passionate and caring and cute male volunteers!! there's no catch cos well..u will benefit more..wat wif the larger ratio of female volunteers..of cos u will find ur perfect gal there..hehehe.. *and i m becoming a matchmaker..perasan..pdhal diri sendiri tk termatch..hehehe..*
ok2.. cut the rambling..start the dreaming!!
diana.. *twinKLes aka Chandini..
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10:51 PM :)
Friday, April 4, 2008
dear bloggy..
syaz was telling me she met sumone and well...dat person buat bodoh dgn die.. u noe babes... dat person did apologise to u kan? i think if ever i meet musadiq and he apologises to me like in public.. u noe wat i'll do? i'll say...
"HUH? Do i even effing noe u?"
ahahahx..well..serves him right for the pain..but well..i will feel guilty then i'll apologise..*wadduuuhhh...knp dgn aku ni eh? ahahax..*
but well..u noe mus, thanks for the sweet memories.. they were the best experience i had..*korg jgn pk yg bukan2 ye..*
hmmm..well..i guess..i m still high on peach green tea.. so well... pardon me if i shud ramble more crap than ever..hehehee..
ok2.. i guess i gtg now.. nk jumpe gf!! ehehehe.. Syaz lar dey..
hehehe..
diana.. *twinKLEs aka Chandini..
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11:11 AM :)
Thursday, April 3, 2008
dear bloggy...
i really like him lar.. i really, really like him...but why in the world am i so afraid dat he might be like my past? and well..i noe dat alot of ppl haf advised me abt being in a relationship..i noe dat i shudnt easily fall in love..and i shudnt believe totally wat everyone tells me..
in a relationship we must always trust the other person rite? no secrets and such rite? and we must always readily accept the other person however they are rite? ahahahx..ok2...and well..we shud make sure that the ppl ard us wud be able to accept us being together kan?
tp kan..abt this guy kan..if we do get together, then its like a classic love story from diff worlds...either party's frens/family might not accept the other party becos of differences...
ahahax...so i shall play the song Isabella by Search ya..ahahahx..
Isabella adalah Kisah cinta dua dunia Mengapa kita berjumpa Namun akhirnya terpisah Siang jadi hilang Ditelan kegelapan malam Alam yang terpisah Melenyapkan sebuah kisah...
Terbayang lambaianmu Salju terbakar kehangatan Dunia di penuhi Warna berseri bunga cinta Kita yang terlena Hingga musim berubah Mentari menyepi Bernyalalah api cinta
Dia Isabella Lambang cinta yang lara Terpisah kerana Adat yang berbeza Cinta gugur bersama Daun daun kekeringan...
Haluan hidupku Terpisah dengan Isabella Tapi aku terpaksa Demi cintaku Isabella Moga dibukakan Pintu hatimu untukku Akan terbentang jalan Andainya kau setia Oh! Isabella....
ahahahx...i noe its lame.. but it must be becos of the meaning dats why i love it lar..ahahahhax.. nowadays i keep thinking abt him lar..and well..i realised he nvr accepted my comment..but y? isit becos of me? ahahahx..i dunnoe lar.. i m juz scared to be totally truthful to him fearing rejection..so well..mcm gitu lar..
ok2...i wont talk abt this dat much..but i will always think abt it..hehehe..
k..k..
diana.. *twiNKLEs aka Chandini..
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9:31 PM :)
and this is...
.:me and u always will be frens:.
.:giler-giler pun tetap kwn:.
.: slenge-slenge pun tetap kite kawan :.
*frens forever!! syaz, me, nessie and fina!!!*
tak sangka eh babes...ko dah legal like finally!! ahahahx..and among the fours of us, u are the oldest..*nyehnyeh..hehehe* but as old as u are, u will always be young at heart..thanks babes for ur frenship and encouragement and always being there for me...u are one helluva bestie dat i wont ever want to lose..oh and we will always be frens forever..thru hell and high water..*eh..dah mula mepek aku ni..* till we grow old together aites..hehehe.
so well..i juz wanna wish u all the best for ur a's and well..may ur 18th bdae be a memorable one and ur 18th yr be a fruitful one.. may no sadness ever engulf u and may all happiness be wif u.. deep from my heart i juz wanna say: 'SAYA CINTA SAMA KAMU!!' *nyehaa! confirm everyone thinks i m not straight or have gone crazy..THANKS AR!*