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Wednesday, February 24, 2010
dear bloggy..
In 5 hours time is my first of my last 2 exam papers. HEHEH!
IMMUNOLOGY! the bane of all subjects! =(
just pray that all goes well aites! hehe..
just dropping by to lend some encouragement to me! hehe
diana..
*twinKLES
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4:43 AM :)
Saturday, February 20, 2010
dear bloggy..
its 4.16am in the morning and i am up..doing my long-delayed homework.. =( i dunno why, i am just unmotivated to do my work..guess its the 3rd-yr graduation syndrome..hehe..its when u get into ur final yr, and u just wanna get it over and done with so u dun give a damn for assignments animore..
unfortunately, this assignment is important.. =(( so no excuse not to do it..
and one of my lecturer also called me up about my formal report and datasheet..sighhhh.... =(((
have to do it by monday...
hahax..
niwaes, to put those dire boring things out of the way, i do have some interesting stories to type about..
firstly would be,
i am given the go ahead for another trip to India! =))
and its fully-subsidised again! YAY!
so its like..a volunteer work with an added incentive..
hehe..
and i do need the break..
so many things have been gg thru my mind again...
niwaes, classes have ended *yay! but at the same time, i am already missing school like shyt!*
so i am left wit 2 more exam papers before officially graduating from polytechnic!
*reminiscing again*
still rmb the first day of school..
the orientation day..in which i remember during the first wk of school, most of my time was spent trying to find my classes... *snickers*
and those friends i have made..not oni classmates but schoolmates whom i always smiled and waved at...i will miss them...
those events i participated in school..and also in various camps... *sobs*
seriously, polytechnic was a huge chapter of my life...
so many UPS (for eg, those camps i attended, events i organised, having eye candies, getting att to one of the best boyfriend ever, making new friends that i believe would last,etc) and DOWNS (that dark chapter in my life..which i would rather not talk about... =''(...) and if ever anione asked me whether i regretted choosing this path instead of JC (in which majority of friends think i should have chosen..) i would always say,'NO!'
well..its cos, poly widened my horizons...gave me invaluable lessons and experiences which i believe i can nvr ever get from joining jc...
so soon, this chapter of my life would end..
next would be,
the REAL world..
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niwaes,
back to other topics..
i came clean with wiwin...
and i dared wiwin to intro me to a guy who wud never ever take advantage of a girl..
and he said..its just a matter of finding the right one..and where would i find that kind of a guy? *laughs sarcastically* and he said...well..trust me..there are...and i said..trust you? hahahahahahahahah...
sorry wiwin..
been through too many shyt..i dunnoe how to gain back this trust with guys..
but hopefully insya'Allah i will meet one honourable guy..
maybe zan is that guy...
maybe not..
cos he has been trying his best to own my heart..but still not gd enuf..cos i am just afraid lar...
until when, i dunnoe..but one day mabe the truth will shine.. =)
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and i had loads of fun too! =))
especially with friends..
primary school friends,
secondary school friends,
volunteer friends,
polytechnic friends,
internet friends..
that i dunno where to start..=P
hehe..
so well..
just to keep it short and sweet, i just had loads of fun! =))))
diana..
*twinKLEs
*life isnt as bleak as i had thought. alhamdulillah.. =D
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4:16 AM :)
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
dear bloggy..
had an awesome weekend although it was kinda tiring..
haha..
on saturday, helped out Mendaki as a volunteer childminder with Zaya and a new girl, Aisyah..hehe..instead of minding children, we were left to mind our boredom as no siblings came..hehe..so well..as per usual, diana is up to her talkative and merepek self..cant believe that aisyah could stand me lar..hehe..
niwaes, i managed to promote Mendaki to her! hehe..
hopefully she would join us as a true volunteer to Mendaki soon! hehe..
well..
aft the volunteering, me and Zaya had an awesome advanced Valentine's day celebration! muakakaka..together, we spent the evening at Lot1.the place where we shared alot of memories... =))) and then we had brownies with ice cream and chicken caesar salad at Jalapeno's Express! AWWEEESSOOOMMMEE food! hehe.. so shweet sey zaya..hehehe..hope uzair tk jealous lar yek..hehe..
to continue on..
Sunday, i had two engagement parties to attend..one of my mum's fren's daughter aka brother's teacher from sch and another one is my own cousin! hehe..
the first engagement party was kinda elaborate..the feast that was prepared was very very sumptuous! i think its cos the lady getting engaged is the first granddaughter to get engaged so its kinda elaborate..hehe..
whereas for my cuz, its just simple..with only immediate relatives invited..but it was still a very festive and happy moment for all of us..since its like my first cuz who is getting engaged! haha..i was teased as i am the one who mostly helped my auntie..my other aunties kept saying that next would be me..
like..uhhh..okay..so who would i be engaged to? the wall? haha..no bfs so no comments lar..haha..and i cant believe that my relatives still remember my Ex! haha..so funny lar..when they asked me abt Helmie..i just said that we were not meant to be..
but i tell u, after the weekend, i feel like i have gained 2 kgs lar! hehehe..oh well..nvm..
niwaes,
talking abt Helmie, yest was his bdae..and i just wished him..haha..he replied: Thanks so much Diana..
i wonder..is that sarcasm or not? hehe..niwaes, i just give it a benefit of doubt lar..hehe..
till then..
CNY is coming! hehehe..
MORE HOLIDAYS!!
diana..
*twinKLEs
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3:35 AM :)
Thursday, February 4, 2010
dear bloggy..
i am confused..
less than a month till graduation!
no job prospects..
and more problems..
think that the first thing i would do is go for a long vacation..
sigh..
tried contacting back shukri to apologise him for my mistake..but he is like...not caring to reply me nimore..
=(
i feel so disheartened but Abang Raden keep telling me to never give up..
but i feel so sad and guilty...
Sorry shukri for hurting your feelings..i would do anything to have you back as my friend. You give me hope to change for the better...you make me smile each time you msg me..i wish to feel like that again..its so weird that i havent even met you but i like ur presence in my life..i really hope you could forgive me and give me a second chance to be your friend..
please.. ='(
and to that person, anon who is smearing my tagboard, please stop doing so. thank you.
diana..
*twinKLEs
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1:05 AM :)