AND ALL MY PAPERS ARE OVERRRRR!!!! yesssaaaaaaa!!!!
hehehe..
and well..aft dat, had a briefing abt my trip...and den went to pizza hut!!! my form lecturer blanje-ed us!!! hehe..it was actually a freaking class outing lar..mepeks...and she even had to leave us halfway lar.. but well..aft dat, i followed sum of my frens to go shopping at bugis and orchard... urghh.. tiring lar sey..i m sooo not used to shopping..and will nvr ever like lar.. ishhhk..
and hell lar..
papers are over.. so haf to start wif spring cleaning!!! hehehehe..
sooo... i wanna haf a gd nite rest k.. nites...
diana.. *twinKLes
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9:55 PM :)
dear bloggy.. no description needed to explain my feelings..
Oh sepi terasa Setelah cinta pudar di hati Tak mungkin dapat ku melupakan Kerana dialah kekasihku
Dan disaat ini Ku masih terus menyintaimu Melupaimu tak mungkin ku mampu Terdengar suaramu memanggilku..
Dahulu kita sungguh mesranya Bergurau senda saling menyayang Kita berjanji sumpah setia Hingga ke akhir hayat ingin bersama...
Kita merancangTuhan tentukan Tiba masanya kau pergi Tak kembali..
Tinggal aku keseorangan Tiada lagi gurau sendamu Siang malam sepi ku rasa Aku rindu kemesraanmu..
Ku terkilan Hajat tak sampai Kasih putus Ditengah jalan
diana... *twiNKLes
*always,always...always...
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11:35 AM :)
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
dear bloggy.. this post is dedicated for dat one person's bdae! ahahax..cos everyone kept asking me abt wat to give her for presents, i haf a complete and detailed list here.. so do check it out... but if u guys bought the same thing, i am sooooo sorry SUF!! hehe..mayb u can sell it off then in ur blogshop eh? hehe..
niwaes, the list:
a pair of Gallaz red pump shoes wif shoelaces found at Surfer girl
a simple Surfer girl pink tote bag which costs oni $8 also at Surfer girl (pandai2 korg cari mane satu k..heh..)
a thick black Ripcurl belt found at Surfer girl..(the design is like....etched on the belt? hmm..aku pun tk tau describe..)
a simple gold hairband which is of medium thickness..
a pirate print or superman print boxers found at Topshop..size can ask me personally..
a $50 worth of Topshop voucher
or a Surfer girl voucher of the same amount..
a red bolster-shaped Adidas bag..
or the light blue Adidas shoes dat cost $122..( koyak poket lar dey..hehe..)
and btw, todae's my sis's bdae!!!
happy 16th bdae dania!!! may u get GREAT results and be happy always k....
jgn gado2 dgn umi and abi..
u noe dat all of us love u kan?
k..k..take care..
*smilex*
diana...
*twiNKLes
*i cant waittttt!!!!
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8:08 PM :)
Monday, January 28, 2008
dear bloggy..
lyk i said the other dae, i went to the hospital rite? and well.. we killed two birds wif one stone!! cos when we got there, my dad got to noe dat his bro was in the hospital too!! he was supposed to be in the icu same as my other uncle but was later moved to a normal ward.. and heck..i got really surprised lar.. cos both of them were in the same room but didnt noe..and yeah..two ppl in hospital gives me shivers.. hehe.. btw, both uncles came from diff sides of the family..
my dad's elder bro had act got into an accident 3 days ago.. but it was oni conveyed to us on dat dae.. URGH. and this uncle of mine has a very diff family than my usual family..i mean..my family is usually made up of nice, goody-two-shoes cuzzins..etc2.. but for this uncle, my cuzzins are minahs and mats!! scary lar sey... but my elder cuzzins are all very nice..hehe.. though all 3 of them are mat motors..
hehe..
and my other uncle looks better already.. must be the effect of the morphine.. but i pity his family.. the family must haf alot of probs.. if oni i can help.. YEAH. MCM PHM.
hmm..and yest i was finally transferred to my new class in madrasah.. i m in marhalah 2!! lyk yeah!!! hehe.. same class as zayanah!! hehe.. but also in the same class as a grp of cgss ex-students... irritatinglar sey.. i noe u r smart..but dunnid to act lyk a bunch of bimbos.. urgh..
klah.. tmr is maths.. so studying later.. all the best to me aites?
diana.. *twinKLEs
*i count the days till i can be happy but patience juz wavers,
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9:03 AM :)
Saturday, January 26, 2008
dear bloggy... got the results from all my frens.. can say dat all of them were unexpected.. but well.. i will always gif u all my support aites? smiles always k.. i dun lyk to see ppl wif a frown or crying...
and well.. today gg to hospital to visit my uncle who ahs juz recovered from surgery.. hope he is okay.. urgh.. i hate seeing sick ppl..cos i dunnoe how to react.. i dunnoe how to pujuk and encourage dat much.. i esp dunoe whether shud i cry or remain calm.. haiiixx.. but i hope dat its ok..
and later got kenduri at cikgu's hse.. hmm.. i dunnoe lar.. i dunnoe whether shud i feel excited or bored..or..blah lah..urgh..
k..k..
lastly, yest went to lavender wif sofie to do his ic and extend his passport..had quite a fun time wif him aft dat at esplanade..ahahax.. but well.. i dunnoe..i dunnoe abt my feelings.. lyk i sad to syaz.. sumting's unscrewed! ahahx..
klah..gtg call my aunt..
take care everyone..
diana.. *twinKLEs
*when i said dat everything went well, i mean it.
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2:56 PM :)
Thursday, January 24, 2008
dear bloggy...
todae is the death anniversary of my late grandma.. i still rmb getting the call from my aunt dat my grandma was in her death throes..urgh!! pdhal she had gone by then..sumtimes i dunnoe whether shud i be angry wif my aunts and uncles..but well..they are still my blood relatives wat...
niwaes, i present to her my prayers..may she always be in the safe hands of Him...
i miss her..but oh well..i noe she is happier there..no nid to worry abt this or dat..
hmm...niwaes, the last two days were my exam papers..i had Inorganic and Organic Chemistry and Basic Microbiology..the first paper was saddening..cos i didnt manage to finish up the paper.. and well..for both, i kept getting confused wif my ans..sooo..i had a hard time figuring it out..
but hell..
i still haf to more papers left.. and i cant wait for it to end!!
den i can look forward for other events in life..hehehe...
hmm..wat else leh?
ooohhh..todae is results day for o's!!! i cant wait!! i really wanna noe how nad did in her o's.. i hope its good!!!
hehehe..
all the best everyone.. *hugs and kisses*
heheh..
k..k.. i gtg now..
haf to eat lunch..but i'll be online aites!!
see u all..hhehe..dah giler kots..
diana.. *twinKLes
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11:38 AM :)
Sunday, January 20, 2008
dear bloggy..
todae i met him!-hewhomustnotbenamed! my new fren..at the career fair..and lyk usual..very the freaking shy..and he noes it..duuuhhh..it was damn obvious..hahahaax..
but it all went well.. we can now talk freely and confidently.. and he is DAMN funny lar!! ahahax.. BUT he acts lyk HIM!! argh!!!! coincidence or wat? ahahax..
k..k... but well...the career fair was kind of an eye opener.. but i tink i m too young for it lar.. hehee.. they all trying to find grads or dip holders..etc2.. but..i dun haf one..didnt even bring my resume lar dey.. and well.. i m still too busy wif sch to get into a permanent kind of job..
ahahax..but i was tired lar..urgh! aft madrasah kate kan.. and i oreadi haf an assignment.. but urgh.. i m still confused whether to change or not.. cmne leh?
urgh.. will think abt it..but dats secondary.. primarily is to study for coming papers.. hehe..
soo..gtg now..
ciaoz!
diana.. *twinKLEs
* if i cant haf u, i wud rather be by myself!!
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9:40 PM :)
Saturday, January 19, 2008
dear bloggy.. still kinda thinking abt yest.. sheesshhh.. i dunnoe hu to blame..me? or the others? i feel guilty if i blame them..i noe its partially my fault..sooo in the end, i got confused myself.. urgh.
hate this..
niwaes, were u for real when u said u wanted to help me? i dun believe lar sey..cos..its kinda rare for a guy to help me out..urgh.. confused lar dey.. but i noe i m not supposed to think..cos u said so too.. ahahax..
and well..i think yest HE called..cos a familiar no came out in my caller id..and when i asked ard, everyone said they didnt pick up the fon..so well..there it goes..wasted again.. me left hanging again.. ahahaaix...
i DUN wanna care.. i juz wanna haf my old life back..but i noe its impossible..urgh! not the old life wif probs..the newer one..ahahax..
ishkk..papers in less than a wk..and then aft another wk, its over babes!!
its OVER!!!
k..k..gtg study now..
diana.. *twinKLEs
*i m utterly, abjectedly, lonely-ly confused!
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8:34 PM :)
Friday, January 18, 2008
dear bloggy..
i muz think dat God is really testing me.. cos one aft another..sumting happens to me..and its a really huge blow lar.. firstly, my beloved so-called left me..and then, i lost my hp..and now.. its my mp3.. wat else cud happen to me? haiiiixxx...
but watever it is, i muz be strong..i muz be able to prevail thru all this incidents..i cant juz gif up..cos i noe dat its juz to test my patience..and well..if i gif up now, how am i suppose to continue the rest of my life? ahahax..
so well..i juz put the pain behind me..no more crying babes.. u still haf ur besties wif ya..ur results are doing gd..u haf alot more opportunities in life..and well..the future looks bright for u..
smile babes.. smile k..
hehehe.. and sumone made me smile alot today... thanks aites.. u did make my day.. thanks for being a new great fren to me! hehe..
hmm.. niwaes, i went to ijc and help out wif the choreographing..sooo fun i tell u!! and then went to silat juz to pass the skirt dat i had bought for kak wiya (which made her smiles sooo much..and made me happy though i was crying..) and pay my fees.. and i was crying..and the guys all comforted me..thanks ya!! thanks alot!! I LURP U ALL VERY THE MANY222!!!!
hehe.. and welll..i m happy dat my report had been handed in..and i got gd results for my quizzes..alhamdulillah...
niwaes.. gonna go back chatting! and stay smiling..
selamat hari asyura utk sumer!!
diana.. *twinKles
*thanks for making me smile.. =))))
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9:36 PM :)
Thursday, January 17, 2008
dear bloggy..
hmm...its been kinda long since i had last written a post..well.. was kinda busy..ahahax..
i had a couple of tests and alot of revising to do...
and yeah..though i noe its last minute, i still haf tests..urgh... nxt tues already my chem paper.. weds is microbio paper.. and... wat else eh? the next two paper will be in the following wk..
i haf received 3 results...for chem, i juz passed, for cellbio, i got quite gd results..and lastly..for microbio pract, i got very gd results..hehe!! alhamdulillah.. i didnt expect dat much but i m grateful nonetheless..
oooh! ooh! ooh! guess wat? guess who i met in my madrasah class? ahahax.. its.... CIKGU MARLINAH!!! ahahaax...she is not an ustazah teaching..but... a student like me.. OH THE IRONY...
hehe.. and summore, she is sitting in my row..in my group..and there she goes.. "ayu? awak pun dlm class ni?"
urgh. how embarrassing it is..to be called by ayu..but it is soooo cute..i juz cant help but smile.. hehe...
niwaes, a few days ago..i had a HUGE row wif my sister..dat it ended wif bruises and of course..hurt ego...
babes... i am sorry k..i didnt mean to mean watever i said..much less to hurt u.. but i was in a bad mood..i m sorry...really2 sorry.. i hope i can make it up to u on ur bdae which is coming soon k..
but i still hope dat u wud change for the better.. may my prayers be answered...
ahahax..
kinda mellow rite?
oh well.. i haf to study again...
gtg now..
diana.. *twinKLes
*will u be waiting for me when i get back?
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11:44 AM :)
Monday, January 14, 2008
dear bloggy..
latest update!!
diana saw him!! the him from sch lar..hehehe.. and i am smiling sooo much..dat it hurts..hehehe..
and well..i was reading thru my old diary.. and i cant help but giggle abt my past.. its so cute to relive the memories although sum are painful too.. esp when i go thru my entries and i suddenly find this guy's name..that guy's name.. but...i dun even noe hu the hell is dat guy! ahahax..am i such a playgirl dulu? but i dun tink i hurt anione's feelings rite? i noe dat once, i was labelled as a perampas..but i seriously didnt mean it lar..
esp to this guy whom i was thinking abt recently, aidil.. he claimed that he got my no from his hp which is 2nd hand..but well..i guess he was lying cos the no was oni a few wk's old and i havent told it to all my frens abt it yet.. but well, from dat 'frenship', he broke up wif his longtime gf..and i was blamed..when i didnt even layan him more than juz a fren.. and he even asked me to be his gal, which i rejected wif alot of reasons.. and dat lead to alot of probs..which ended our frenship.. till now i regret hurting him and his gf..but i dun dare contacting him again..i m scared of history repeating..
well..guess i haf typed out alot abt dat guy.. i wanna cintnue wif wat happened during the weekend.. went to rangsang rias at taman warisan..saw the silat seni competition..kinda kewl jgk ar... ahahax..but i was the oni one supporting for my sch..malu jgk eh..hehehe..
went to bugis..bought bags for my siblings..not me.. urgh. and hmmm..my mum bought pumps from there.. hahax.. and i got my own cardigan lyk finally! ahahax..
hehehe.. and the nxt day was the first day at madrasah..shit sey..i m in first yr although i haf all the requirements.. gonna reappeal.. hahax..
k..k.. gtg now.. my batt's low already.. ehehe..
diana.. *twinKLes
* oh where, oh where can my baby be?
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9:21 AM :)
Friday, January 11, 2008
dear bloggy..
todae was kinda stressful cos i had two tests todae.. i had my microbiology practical in the morning followed by my inorganic and organic chemistry quiz.. urgh..my practical was okay..oni calculations sucks..and well..if u panic..u are surely gg to cork up sumthing u noe..lyk me, i accidetally did the wrong thing as stated in my protocol..urgh... but well.. my EC was there.. dat HAWT guy!! CUTENESS.. nyehaa!!!
CHEM was S.U.C.K.Y..i mixed everything up that by the end..i was sooo freaking confused..hahax..
well, aft chem, i had lunch wif aqilah and azhar..the CUTE couple..hhehehe..and aft dat, went to check out the booths for the open hse in which i saw MANY, MANY, MANY cute guys!!! ahahax..sadly, they are either too young, or juz..plain not my type..hahax..niwaes,i saw another EC of mine..!! and oni a few frens noe abt it.. hahax..i saw him wif two other guys...hahax..and well..they called azhar..hu knew them and when i saw him..i was...hahax..surprised lar..he was lyk...juz looking at me..and hey..i noe him..but kinda shy..cos got alot of ppl ard..so well, i juz waved at him..hehehe..
urgh. STOP IT LAR WIF ALL THIS ECS. if he sees this, he wud think i dun care abt him animore.. when i do. i m still waiting..
but i juz lyk looking at my ECs...
hehehe..
oh well..... tmr is riangrias..and i m gg to see hadi and imran in action at Taman Warisan!! ahahax.. sape2 nk pergi wif me? hehehe.. and on sunday is my first day in MADRASAH!! tk sabar!!! hehehe.. gonna love it!!
hehehe.. sooo..i m gg bugis for the nxt two days too.. hehehe..
kkk...
relax diana..
gtg now..
oh..btw, i m into techno now.. dun ask why.. its juz gifs me the HIGH!!
hehehe..
diana.. *twinKLEs
*baby..happy 5th mth..ILU alot even if u may not be.
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8:48 PM :)
Tuesday, January 8, 2008
dear bloggy...
sum GREAT news!!! but its always accompanied by bad news..hehe..
my dad gave me GREEN LIGHT to go to INDIA!! sooo..INDIA here i come!!! wakakakaka...
buttttt.... my dad told me dat i haf to pay half of the expenses.. hmm..so wat rite? its oni $200 for 21 days sey..hehehe.. i really..really wish i cud tell this news to HIM...i really..really want him to noe.. i just miss him. i truly am. haiz.
niwaes, i am quite disappointed by my results for freaking RWP presentation.. oni 73? my ass!! urgh! and well..its double-disappointing wif others getting better results.. urgh.
k..k.. wat else shud i talk abt? nth rite? i tink..hehee..
so..i gtg back to study..
ciaoz!!
diana.. *twinKLEs
*sumtimes i wish that i am always next to u. cos i miss u alot baby..
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9:32 PM :)
Monday, January 7, 2008
dear bloggy..
todae nth dat interesting really happened apart from the last period i think..cos..hehe..instead of doing all my maths work, i was busy chatting wif nicky...abt aniting and everyting i cud think abt..
ohh...and in btwn class, got two lecturers who came in. the first one was dr e who came in to find matthew but instead went on to say that there is an upcoming community project in india.. and guess wat?
I WANNA GO!! hehehe.. its fo 21 days at sum village in india..and well..i m oni supposed to pay $400...which is already heavily subsidized!!
dats y i wanna go! and well..since its a community project, i wud be getting cip points for it..and hell...dats wat i wanna want..it will look gd in my resume sey....furthermore, its a gd change from singapore and malaysia to be in fact!! if i cud go, there wud an extra country to add to the no of countries i haf so far.. hehehe...
REALLY,REALLY HOPE I COULD GO!!
oh..and i also get to keep sumone's datasheet and am LOVING it!! weird or wat? hehehe... those who noe will noe wat i mean..hehe.. and well..i tink the probs wif my classmates are over...though its still cold, i understand..it takes time to solve such probs..
hehehe.. oh well.. i tink i shud stick wif my other plans..
diana.. *twInkleS*
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9:11 PM :)
Saturday, January 5, 2008
dear bloggy!!!
sumone blanje-ed me todae!! sweet abg raden did that to me!!! ehehehe.. and at pizza hut summore.. hehe.. i had my favourite!! chicken royale baked pasta!! yummeh!! and the dae before i had apple crumble!! yummeh yummeh!!
and suddenly..i miss the old times i had wif HIM. when we had brownies and waffles..hahaix..
ohk.ohk. i shud stop it.. and well.. i shud start on research now..
ciaoz everyone..
diana.. *twinKLEs*
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10:08 PM :)
Thursday, January 3, 2008
dear bloggy..
i haf had it wif my classmates.. i noe i cant blame everyone abt wat has happened..but hey...everyone has their own respnsibility.. i noe dat it might be wrong by wat i commented in my peer evaluation..but isnt it true? the oni reason why i gave the passing mark was becos i noe u guys did more work last minute..and yeah..u guys did the conclusion part too for me.. but hey... if u guys had the initiative for more discussion, there would be ample time for research..and well..as busy as i m, i can always make time for discussion.. its juz dat..i cant understand when i had my hp, u guys cudnt contact me and well..now wifout a hp, i tink u guys make it an excuse not to contact me at all.. hey.. we are living in a modern world wif modern tech for communication..isit so hard to send an email?
I SHUD HAF JUZ STAYED IN SELANGOR!! i wud be the happiest gal on earth wifout alot of worries in life..
I MISS AYAH AND IBU..AND ELIS...AND KAK FAEZAH..
haixx.. btw babes, thanks for ur advice.. nxt time the same situation occurs..i noe hu to contact..
gtg do sum more freaking research..
diana.. *twinKLEs
*it occupies my mind, day and night.
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8:41 PM :)
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
dear bloggy.. i tell u.. i m really pissed off wif most of my classmates.. cos no one had the initiative to inform me abt aniting abt sch.. i noe dat i haf lost my fon..but hey..we live in a modern world in which all of us haf the means thru email or msn to inform abt updates rite? well.. its been more than once in which i wasnt inform of sum pretty impt updates and its pissing me off.. cos well.. though i noe its my responsibility to make sure that all my stuff are done on time, i do nid the class rep and classmates to inform me abt deadlines rite? urgh. wats the use of having a fon and being a class rep if u cant exercse ur post efficiently? and wats worse is dat, the class rep of my buddy class is much more helpful than u guys are.. the classmates too lar.. if i haf a choice, i wud ask for a transfer lar..
urgh.
now i haf to work extra hard for sumting that shud be easy. tell me, if u r in m place, how wud u feel?
tell me!
hahax. i bet u, u wont rite?
oh well.. haf to be a RESPONSIBLE adult and exercise my right as a student and a human..