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Saturday, February 2, 2008
dear bloggy...
todae was the friendly match between sp and tp..
and well..i haf to say dat although my silat mates could haf done better, i noe dat they were ULTIMATELY great!!! hehehe..
and i m proud of u all..and i noe i shud haf participated in it..and i m ashamed of myself too..
but i m juz too scared and nervous...i m juz sooo afraid dat i might cock up..
hhhhaaaaaiiiixxxxx...
niwaes, the posting results for the new commitee is out!!
and guess wat????
i was chosen as the new SECRETARY!! cud u believe it?
and the reason was becos, i had said dat i had wanted to be in the committee..(but did i? i cant rmb leh..mayb u guys mixed it up wif mls fo camp..ahahax..) , participated in the silat camp..(where they were scouting for the new committee..) and lastly...cos i haf internet connection at home..(kruk-kruk...)
niwaes, thanks everyone...
i accept the role and hope dat i cud do a gd job in the yr to come...i wont cock up like wat i did when i was in npcc...
and yeah...
A HAPPY FABULOUSTICALLY AWESOME 18TH BDAE SUFIANAAAA!!!!!
hehehehehe...
though i noe ur bdae was sucky, tmr is gonna be a BLAST!!
no more tears babes..
i dun like dat u noe..
and well...
this para goes to whoever the person think is referred to..
i think finally i am able to let u go.
i dunnoe how am i supposed to wait when i dun even noe of the future to come.
i juz cudnt bear to go thru another emotional breakdown.
i m juz not the same old diana dat most noe.
i haf changed so much dat i dunnoe my real self animore. it takes a lot to understand myself.
and i dunnoe whether i can accept u back when the day comes.
its been so long. and it was alot of tears and pain wasted.
i am sorry.
and this other para goes to another person..
knowing u might juz be another illusion.
it might juz bring more pain than happiness.
i dunnoe u well though i haf to admit i like u.
i juz dunnoe. and u are hiding alot from me.
why? dun i deserve to noe?
mayb u are juz the same lyk every other guys.
i am sorry i m stereotyping.
u guys haf nvr proved to me aniting.
never.
and i m not putting up animore hopes.
may the problems juz end.
amin.
~~~~~
preparations to india otw.
escaping into responsibilities so as to forget the personal prons.
and well..for all dat will miss me.
pls dun.
pls juz pray for my safe gg and coming back.
always rmbered.
diana.
*twinKLes
*baring my heart open was the death sentence to me.
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10:06 PM :)
