* SHE *

{♥} diana *twinKLes
{♥} 19101990
{♥} 3rd Yr in SP

* WISHES *

{♥} car license
{♥} bike license
{♥} full-face helmet
{♥} new jeans
{♥} new bag
{♥} new top

* LOVES *

{♥} caramel frappe from McCafe
{♥} peach tea with blueberry jelly
{♥} POKKA peach tea
{♥} Seasons ice lemon tea
{♥} mee soto
{♥} nasi goreng kampung
{♥} yong tau foo
{♥} techno/trance tunes
{♥} books

* LINKIES *


{♥} *syaZzie - the closest one..
{♥} *iNESSie - the faraway bestie..
{♥} *fiNA - the creative one! hehe..
{♥} *fytch - the emo one..
{♥} *mas - the BELO chef..
{♥} *DyM0nd - MY SIS..
{♥} *DinAh mIszStAR* - MY lastest SIS..
{♥} *KaK AiMi..my COOLEST cuz!
{♥} *nas - the PINK lover..
{♥} *atiQah - the BLUE lover..
{♥} *zulhafiz - the intellectual one..
{♥} *dZahir - the one DEVOTED..
{♥} *NurHAna - the b00kWorm..
{♥} *HaZiQ - the foTograPHer =P..
{♥} *FAZLI - the computer GENIUS..
{♥} *hazzie - the uber-hyper one!
{♥} *fanna - the one that i always chat wif..
{♥} *saSHA - the CUTE junior!
{♥} *ZAKIAH..- the ketot but cute junior!
{♥} *kAk JuNn - my sophisticated sis!
{♥} *hayati - the uniquely pretty one..
{♥} *Riaaa - the fierce but pretty fighter..
{♥} *shiffa - the cute fighter!
{♥} *ApIz - the TP fighter!
{♥} *spsc - the bestest club ever!
{♥} *FASHIONLOOT - check it out!
{♥} *MUSLIMAH CREATIONS - just for MUSLIMAHS ehe..

{♥} `brushes_peach blush
{♥} `designer_e*lame

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* TAG *

* ETCHES *

Sunday, March 16, 2008

dear bloggy...

i cant really understand the mind of guys...like how guys cant really understand the minds of gals..(i dun blame u at all..we r very complicated creatures..heheh...)

k..k..actually i m very..very misearable..cos i dun expect these probs when i get back from India..
its like..before i went to India, there were already abt 3 guys waiting for me..but why am i soooo cruel and make them wait? all for the sake of a guy which i am supposedly att to...i gave them hope that i might choose them shud me and the guy dun work out..but what if we work out? then all of them will be disappointed...one girl's happiness is another 3 guys's disappointment..

but i realised when i get back from India dat all 3 of them haf changed...all are busy wif their lives..and i m not dat impt...i guess i haf lost all of them..like really lost all of them..cos even the guy i m supposed to be wif is not contacting me...tell me, who wudnt be hurt when this happens? esp when u haf waited for more than 4 mths for dat guy...it hurts like putting salt on an open wound...but i guess its part and parcel of life...

well..i m trying to cope now..wif all this disappointments...sumtimes i really regretted leaving India..helping the ppl there gives me more satisfaction than helping ppl here..cos they nvr appreciate...and i mean dat..

but like sum of my frens tell me...

diana...u r a heartthrob, a heartbreaker, a tptl(tk popular tp laku) gal...
i dun like doing dat to all the guys who are affected..that was in the past..and i m changing..
i juz need a guy who can take care of me..and love me for who i am..wifout any compromise abt aniting..i hate it when i noe dat a guy likes me abt my physical looks..(which i m not confident of..since i noe i m not pretty at all..) and i dun want a bf animore..i really want sumting more than dat..i want to be serious..

ahahx..

okay...now dat sounds weird...why am i being so....anxious abt all this when i m oni 17 gg to 18? weirdness indeed..hehehehe...

hmmmm...i guess i haf rambled enuf...


diana..
*twiNkles*
aka Chandini...

embrace the moments in life* ; 8:10 PM :)