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Thursday, March 20, 2008
dear bloggy...
as i sat here pondering abt things i could do, i suddenly rmbered abt one thing dat i had always loved to do as a young teenager..
once, i had a dream..to write a malay novel...ahahx...i noe it sounds lame..but my idea was to create a diff novel than all the normal, boring malay novels so it will be sumting refreshing for readers...why malay novel? guess dat it was becos i haf always been interested in my mother tongue..ahahx..or isit juz becos i cud prove to my dad dat i cud be better than him...well...my dad had always criticize my essays...sumhow it juz wasnt good enuf for him...i still rmb he kept telling me abt his past.. "abi slalu dpt markah paling tinggi utk karangan..." yeahyeah abi, i noe dat ur malay was superb..but u cant compare me wif u rite? wasnt it good enuf dat i learned hml? well..i guess..every parent wants the best for their child..
ohk..back to my dream..i managed to write the first few chapters of it before the passion had died down in me..i guess,i juz wasnt up to it..cos when i got into bp, i realised dat there are many better malay kids than me..and competing wif them was too much to ask for..but i noe dat i had done my best while i was still in sch...so well..at least its not totally wasted lar..
hahax...u noe, i realised dat my interest has always been in languages...or arts in a more general sense...ahahx..i tot dat it was oni in malay but i guess i also love eng too...well...too bad my arabic is not dat gd...
well..speaking of arts, yest me and syaz went back to bpghs to accompany her to train the military band in doing gimmicks..ahahx..seeing them train juz remind me abt the good times we had on practising fo the one and oni time i performed for the teacher's day back in 2006...ahahx...well..if npcc hadnt taken up too much of my time,i uessed i wud haf already been in malay dance too..wif syaz and fina..ahahax...and mayb i cud teach malay dance like wat they sumtimes do...at least one of wishes is fulfilled..which is to learn silat..ahahx..i had wanted to learn it since i was in pri sch but my dad didnt let me join for fear i wud lose concentration in my studies..pdhal...pdhal..ahahx..
hmmmmmmmmm...i heard abt alot of stories when i was in bp yest..thanks suhaina for the stories..u are a very nice junior tau..ahahx...it was really great when i took ur squad..eventhough i m quite disappointed wif the way things turn out wif sum of ur squadmates..damn lar..i noe dat they had joined np juz for the sake of the uniform..stupid lar sey..
well..hope dat u will turn out better than them aites babes!
well...i haf nth else to ramble abt....
ahahx..
diana..
*twinKLEs
aka Chandini..
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3:19 PM :)
