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Wednesday, June 25, 2008
dear bloggy..
stress lar dey..
all the papers are unexpected..
all those times spent studying seemed like such a waste larr..
haixx..
now i just hope the last 2 papers would be as expected.
okaylar..
what bullshit am i talking abt rite?
and yeah. aku nampak die. tp die tk lyn aku. kenape eh?
ahahx.
fine ar. cant wait till this is over.
and great news!!
my uncle got a new baby boy!!
as soon as i haf a pic of new baby cuz, i'll post it okay??
gtg now!
diana..
*twinKLEs
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7:24 PM :)
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
dear bloggy..
this post is for:
NURUL AQILAH binte ABDUL RAHIM
today is her BDAY!!!!
happy 18th BDAE BABES!!!
u are OFFICIALLY LEGAL!! hehehhee..
so my wish on this special day of yours is actually,
for you to get excellent grades for this coming MST and exams..and also to get ur diploma wif flying colours..
for you to always stay pretty and happy wif ur loved ones..
for you to be my friend until death do us part..hehehhe..
having you as one of my friends is a blessing indeed.
you are one of the best listeners that i ever had..and the happiest thing that made me happy is to know that you truly understand me..
you have been giving me endless advice and i appreciate it..
others might not understand but to know that you and the rest of my close freinds understand is such a relief..
i wish u all the best okay babes?
and yeah..see u in sch!!!
diana..
*twinkLEs..
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7:17 PM :)
Sunday, June 22, 2008
dear bloggy..
to all my besties, frens, loved ones..and all those who have a major exam or tests tomorrow or for the next few days,
ALL THE BEST TO U ALL OKAY!!
hehehe...insyaallah after all those times spent to read, revise and study, it will reap the reward that u guys aim for..
seriously, i am geared up for it..and cant wait till it ends cos...i haf a movie date...and then...i haf another fun event to look forward to! hehehe..
so well..let this mst come and go..and prove to all how much i haf improved!! hehehe..
LOVE u all too okay? eh..dats random..hehe..
klah..
diana..
*twinKLEs..
ps: besties + fatin for the sweet day yesterday! hehehe..
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8:11 PM :)
Saturday, June 21, 2008
Like...tk cukup2 ke dgn quiz korg ni..hehehe..
tp tkpe..
naaaaahhh atiqah! hehehehe...
(o1) What do you want most now?
I want a reply from someone!!! hehehe...
(o2) Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
Tour? hmmm..what about the continent of Europe...so i can explore there...since its the furthest...ehehehe...other places such as gg Hajj and Umrah, use my own money..hehehe..
(o3) What's your favourite thing(s) to do?
READING and LISTENING TO MUSIC!! those are my MOST FAVOURITEST thing to do..
(o4) Do you think money can buy happiness?
MONEY BUY HAPPINESS? since when? ahahahx...it buys certain characters which u dun want..such as greed..and more greed..and more greed...
(o5) how are you feeling now?
actually am feeling quite good cos i met up wif my babes..heheheh..though it wasnt as expected but i still had FUN!! hehehe..and actually missing someone..
(o6) Do you believe you can survive without FRIENDS?
I believe that we can survive without friends..but having those whom u trust to share ur problems and feeligs is better..thats why i nvr fail to appreciate every single one of my frens..though they might not think so...
(o7) Do you think there is such a thing called 'LOVE'? yeah..cos i see that it exists btwn mother and child, btwn frens, btwn lovers...and of cos btwn God and man...thats y..i do believe..not just think..
(o8) What's love?
Love is the mutual feeling of care and concern towards someone.. this is my opinion okay..
(o9) What do you dream of doing in the future?
being a plant researcher..like..i haf been repeating it for the erm..i-dunnoe-how-many times..heheh..
(1o) List out 3 good points about the person who tagged you.
ATIQAH: strong perseverance, smart and a good friend!
(11) Do you eat to live or do you live to eat?
I eat to live..cos i realise how dangerous living to eat can be..
(12) What type of person do you hate the most?
though i hate smokers, i hate backstabbers more..cos of the fact that smokers can change..but not backstabbers...
(13) Where do you see yourself 1o years down the road? ALLAH HU ALAM BISAWAB...
(14) At what age do you intend to get married?
24 too! hehehe...mcm magic number ar..
(15) What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
FAMILY comes before studies, money, friends,, boyfriends and etc..hehehe...
(16) What i wish for?
for more wishes? hehehe...so that i can like..wish for major things too..instead of just for myself..hehehe..
(17) If you had a chance to change your life, what would you want to change?
Change my past...but i love my life now too..so i dun mind lar...
(18) The love of your life now?
love of my life? byk tuuuu..everyone and everything i love ar...can nvr decide! hehe...
(19) Are you courageous enough to tell a person that you like him/her?
no. but den rite..got a few times, i nvr tell also they know..the power of body language is always underestimated...
(2o) Would you rather follow your heart or mind when deciding for the right one?
i am the kind who thinks..but sumtimes my heart is stronger..so it depends on the situation..but currently..its wif my heart...
Instruction: Remove 1 question from above & add in your personal question. Make it a total of 2o questions.
Then tag 5 people in your list & list them out at the end of this post. Notify them intheir chat box that he/she has been tagged.
sape lagi mahu ku tag?
urggghhh...
kak junn..
and thennn...
i am lost..hehehe..
seriously..nvm lar..
hhehehe..
diana..
*twinKLEs
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7:50 PM :)
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by them.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.Continue this game by sending it to other people.
TAGGED BY: sweet NESSie!!! (ahahax!)
#1 If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
oohh...i would be like spewing vulgarities and i tink i wud be turning violent..cos thats just how i react..then i'll cry..aint dat like...normal? ahahx...but i'll ask him first before anything lar..he deserves to give an explanation..unlike sum ppl..ahahx..
#2 If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
A dream come true would be to have all my dreams come true. -> i agree to Inessa..hehee..
#3 What will your dream wedding be like?
By the beach(maybe at Redang...) with my Mr Right..ahahx..not Mr Perfect..hehehehe...ad everyone dear to me will be there to witness my most happiest occasion...hehehehe...
#4 Are you hungry?
Yeah!! hehe..but i am trying to contain my hunger..to well...fulfill my promise to myself..heheh..
#5 What’s your ideal lover like?
Hehehehe..*notty tots!* he must be tall, dark and handsome..he must be nice and understanding too! hehehe...
#6 Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being looooooved *grins* Though, it'll be ideal to love and be loved. :p -> agrees to Inessa again!
#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
I intend to wait until I get an answer that leaves me satisfied..ahahhx..
#8 If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Be happy for him..duhh..well..i secretly like him is for a reason..cos i cant ever get him lar..so when i noe he is happy wif sumone else, i'll be happy for him too..heheh..
#9 Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
ALLLOOOOTTT!! but more things made me happier...hehehe..
#11 Is being attached fun?
Its fun as long as there are no problems..cos well..once problems start and u cant solve them, the relationship becomes a burden..
#12 How do you see yourself in ten years time?
Working in a plant nursery..being happy wif my husband..and 3 kids..hehehe..i want that..and not living in singapore!!
#13 Who are currently the most important people to you?
Family and my trusted close frens..i dun nid any other ppl wif me..eheheh...
#14 What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Oooohh...Inessa is one of the coolest, prettiest, nicest, cutest, kindest fren i ever knew..i knew her for a short time..but she gave me the friendship i want and i trust! hehehe..i nvr regretted having u as my fren babes!!
#15 Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?Married but poor... Who am I to spend the money with if I'm all alone... -> true to wat Inessa said..hehe..
#16 What’s the first thing you do every morning?
Check my hp for any msgs or calls..and smile when i get one! hehe..
#17 Would you give all in a relationship?
Yeah..thats why..for now, i am trying to find dat Mr right..not just any random guy..cos when i am in a relationship, i wish to give my all to him..
#18 If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
What if u fall in love wif 3 different ppl? I'll haf a bad migraine! hehehe..I dunnoe..i am veryyyy..choosy..so i hope dat iam not in dat situation..
#19 What type of friends do you like?
I like to have friends that i can trust and those who would not hurt others..be it friends or acquaintances.Those friends should also understand me and well...not question me and leave me in times of need..
#20 What type of friends do you dislike?
Friends who are just friends..not true friends..those who befriends others to gain something...those who are not sincere to be friends..and well..i haf met them so i cant run away from them cant i...haf to just face them and smile..ahahx..
People who're TAGGED! (I'm just gonna tag 5 people. Lol!)
- Fazli
- Atiqah
- Mastura
- Hayati
- Uzair
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10:26 PM :)
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
dear bloggy..
some updates..
for ivp, NP was the overall champions followed by NTU and...RP..heheh..
and well..what was the most interesting thing that happened during the IVP was during the Best of the Best match..
it was between MI and RP..
we know that RP was wayyyy better than MI but i applaud MI for being brave enough to participate in it..
and well..due to some incident, the whole house apart from Rp actually cheered for MI..ahahx..
u should be there and see the scene, the stands were separated into two..
one small grp supported RP and the rest supporting MI...
if u ask me, if i am in RP, MALU LAR SEYYYY...summore since RP is the host sch! ahahx..
but well, RP still won, so takpe k MI..u were good urself! esp the match btwn Qasrina and the MI girl..
ahahhx..
and SP got 3 medals..one silver and two bronzes..
tak ape k pesilats..
we will win more next yr!!!! hehehehehe..
kita mesti ade semangat mahu menang!!! ingat tu!!!
eehehehe...
and yesterday was Keriskuasa..
it was considered quite a success cos the cork-ups werent that bad...hehehe..
and i am happy to proclaim that i am officially in the new committee..
and i will be committed to the survival of SPSC and to bring mre fun and interesting events in the club!!
hehehe..
oh.
and the waiting and wondering is over.
hehe.
diana..
*twinKLEs
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10:39 AM :)
Sunday, June 15, 2008
dear bloggy..
yesterday went to jb for a quick trip of movies and lunch..
guess wat i watched yest?
THE HAPPENING..
and i think that the movie was SUPERBLY COOL!! all of u shud really watch it!! hehee...though there were some gory scenes such as ppl killing themselves...but overall, the plot was really cool..ahahx..it reminds me of 'The War of the Worlds'. i dun mean the unexpected ending lar which was kinda sucky..but the suspense that gave the story the adrenaline rush. ahahahx...
and after watching that, i think u guys would really appreciate mother nature more. trust me. ahahx..
aft jb, went for silat comptn..
kinda disappointing that oni one of our fighters made it to the finals..but i am very proud of the 5 fighters who made it to the semis. U all did a good job k pesilats..
but i believe that we could have done better..
u guys are really good fighters tau..
and yeah..i agree to shah that we must haf the desire to win..
and dat's gonna be my motto for the next yr until the nxt ivp..
gonna participate in tanding and regu..
and yeah..gonna prove that i can do it..and believe in myself..
and yest everyone were promoting their perguruan cos they wanted me and zaya to join them..
but seriously, though i wanna join, i dun tink i can commit that much..
cos i am oni planning to join seni for perguruan..not in olahraga..cos i dun haf the time..i nid to prioritise my studies..
only u noe urself..
cos i noe dat i cant take it wat wif my busy life..
and i am not even working now lar..
ahahahx..
oh ya..talking abt work..
i remembered mr goh telling us about our itp..
i think i should ask my uncle whether i can get a place from his company..
must be cool to be in a pharmaceutical company..
hehehehe...
hmmmmmm...
that shud be all kan?
okaylar..
gtg now..
have to buy some things for the keris kuasa tomorrow..
btw, keris kuasa is the annual general meeting to handover the posts..
ahahhx..
take care everyone!
diana..
*twinKLEs
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10:47 AM :)
Friday, June 13, 2008
dear bloggy..
I AM SOOOO LOVING THIS NEW SKIN!!
ahahahx...
it makes me soooo happy..hehehe...
okay2..
well..
niwaes, just now i went to cik mi's place to visit my beloved cousins..furthermore cik lin was there wif her children..so well..most of my lil' cuzs were there...ahahx...
we basically ate, watched dvd, played games...
it was like how it used to be..
before i grew up and became what i am now..
kinda weird now to talk wif my aunt..must be the gap since its been quite sum time since i last met her..
the last time i visited her house was actually like....
the time before i even wore my tudung lar...dats like...one yr ago lar...ahahhax..
its not that we dun visit her..
its just that I was busy..so i cant go visit her when my family did..
sadz rite?
oh well..aft gg to cik mi's hse, we went to visit busu's daughter...
another lil cuz of mine..
very cute..very tembam..and veryyyyyyy ACTIVE larrr...
ahahx..
well..she actualy broke her arm when she fall at the cc on monday..
and now, she is actually running around, climbing here and there...
OMG-ness lar...i watch her oni n i get tired..
what abt her grandma and my uncle? can die larrr..
ahahahx..
and well...apart from her, she also has another older brother who is ard 5 yrs..and another cuz of the same age..
and welll..a new member is coming soon..
how many toddlers will there be then? confirm. chaos. hehehe..
but yeahhh...
i had fun today wif u all..
u all are very much loved by me.
MUWACKS!!
diana..
*twinkLEs
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9:40 PM :)
dear bloggy..
my day started out sucky..
so waddyanoe..
i just went surfing..
blog-hopping, profile-hopping...etc2...
and well..u know wat? i figured out the solution to all my emo-ness, sad-ness, problematic-ness...
and guess hu gave me the inspiration? NESS lar seyy..
ahahahhax..
i know u might get confused babes..
but well..like i said, i was profile-hopping..
i saw ur profile and suddenly that curve on my face widened! ahahx..
i shud STOP being so forlorn, sad, suicidal, depressed, etc2...
and how? well...just by being optimistic.
i haf always been that person who is optimistic-funny-noisy-irritating at times, type of gal rite? ahahx..
i still rmb that when i am suddenly so quiet and sad, sumone will always come to me and ask..
"are u okay, diana? u look sick!"
ahhax..
i guess me wanting to be a person who is always sad and such just influenced those negative feelings on me.
i miss that old diana.
ahahx..niwaes, being that person who is always emo-ing and sad get on others nerves..cos well..as much as i am sad or feeling soooo down..there are always others who feel worst...so well..think on the bright side yeah? and i think..this is the main reason why ppl hate tag me..cos they do not think dat my situation or my life is as bad as others, or as good as others...
so hey ppl...thanks for the hate-tagging! love it alot! and no pun intended okay? hehe..
and yeah.
i haf done my part okay, fren.
now its ur turn. if u dun wish to, forget it. losing u aint dat bad at all. i am happier wifout another burden to think abt.
and
have you figured out what i meant yest?
ahahax.
well, i do not nid distractions at this time. and yeah. am not dat affected either.
thanks for showing me the light. cos aft u showed me, i dunnid u animore! thanks!
diana..
*twinKLEs..
ps: and she is really at peace now.
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11:19 AM :)
Thursday, June 12, 2008
dear bloggy..
its like..finally i am like blog-hopping...i checked out other blogs cos well..i wanna see how diff are their blogs than mine..
well..all of them talk abt personal stuff and yeah..there are those who ramble on and on abt their crushes and such..
so am i wrong for writing out abt my crushes? i was just talking abt my feelings when i see crushes..not ranting on and on or even showing off abt my crushes and those guy frens that i noe of..
and heck it lar...
i am seriously pissed off..
why cant ppl just let me live my own life? i am not disturbing anione with my rantings are they? or are u ppl just soooo bored cos u haf nth to do dats y u are disturbing me?
ahahahahax...
niwaes,
MAS!! i just read ur blog..so i am reallllllyyy sorry abt not reading it earlier..and thanks alot for that advice..
yeah..and i noe the feeling if my bf screams and insults me in public...esp calling me a bitch..
if i was in that situation, i dun tink i cud live it down lar babes..
but still..
i am very hurt when ppl call me bitch and slut. i am not any of them. its just that i am scared of wat others might haf an opinion of me..
but i realised sumting babes..
i realised dat my true frens still believe in me. they dun believe the bullshit those ppl are spewing abt me.
and i love them alot...and dat includes u!! ahahx..
babes..thanks for being wif me the past yr..
tak sia2 i kenal ur abg eh..ahahhx..
and well..i am happy that u and ur close fren is okay already..
unlike me and my fren. mcm tkde kesudahan..
i wanna do things that i wudnt haf dreamt of doing last time..
i wanna talk and clear things up..rather than leaving it hanging..cos it just sux..
niwaes,
i had a movie date today.
kungfu panda was soooo funny that i kept laughing. kesian my fren who has to tahan me laughing..ahahax..
now i wanna watch NARNIA!!! hehehe..
tomorrow maybe..
ahahax..
and well..
my study dates are gg real well..
i haf finished revising a couple of topics..and well..spent alot of time wif my study mates..ahahx..
its really fun to study and haf fun at the same time..
and i think its better this way.
ahahx.
go figure!
diana..
*twinkLes..
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10:20 PM :)
dear bloggy..
i miss you. i really do. i miss those times we spent together. i miss everything that we did together. i wish we could be like how we used to be. but i dun tink u want that rite? u made it clear abt whats left between us. i realised that in this relationship, only i am like the one who really cares. u nvr appreciate me. u take me for granted. guess that if i had gone earlier, u would haf been happier.
thanks.
to me, losing others is not a prob. but losing u was one of the things i was SO DAMN AFRAID of...
thanks.
and isit not enuf wif this loss that i haf to go thru alot of probs? did i even asked for it? i am trying soooo hard to solve all of them..
and like..this one problem is just soooooo MINOR but it gets on my ass! urgh.
stop it.
diana..
twinKLes
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3:40 PM :)
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
dear bloggy...
hehehe..
U NOE WAT????
I GOT 6 TIX FOR THE COMING NDP!! THE SHOW ON THE REAL DAY ITSELF!! HOW COOL IS THAT?? HEHEHE..
and for each one of my family members..like finally we get to go!! hehehe..
annnnddd...
i bought new specs!! hehehe..
guess wat colour isit?
PINK.
believe it?
blardy pink-y girlish colour!! hehe..
but actually its kinda cool..
that's why i bought it..hehehe...
and..
seseorang tu telah menyatakan bahawa dia ingin berubah..
dan dia ingin membuka lembaran baru dalam hidupnya..
alhamdulillah..
tiada lagi yang dapatku ucapkan baginya..
hehehehehe...
so well..
i am giggling..
do u haf a problem wif dat?
i am happy. ahahx.
diana..
*twiNKLEs
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6:43 PM :)
Monday, June 9, 2008
dear bloggy...
i have uploaded the pics from ECP!!!
here there are...
the first thing we saw was this heart-shape formed by two flying jets..
cool or wat? *must be sum air force guy proposing to his wife-to-be..hehehe..glad to share their joy..
and the view of the beach was unbelievably SCENIC!!
SYAZWANI's fried MACARONI was the BEST!! love it alot BABES!! and we now know the secret ingredient huh...hehehe...
muke kiter dua mintak kene smacking kann? hehehe...
and i know my cute-ness tk menjadi..hehehe... =p
and the other two of them together...hehehe...
jumping for the stars!! syaz and me!
walking together through the sands of time...
and always posing at the right moment...eehehehe..
ni lagi satu bdk ni..asik2 buat muke kiut tau! hehehe... =p
and we will nvr STRAY apart...
i look as though i am like looking out for sumone...tp sapeeee??
and i just love this pic cos it looks soooo COOL! ahahx...
we will always reach for the stars together..to greater heights...*mcm pernah ku dgr..heeheheh
hehehe...though kdg2 tk menjadi..kite tk kisah!
" Friends forever? YES!"
*nessie..this applies to u too!! hehehe..
ps: though i am not wearing tudung, doesnt mean i changed, idiot. i was but enjoying myself at the beach.
diana..
*twinKLEs
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2:35 PM :)
Sunday, June 8, 2008
dear bloggy..
realised dat i havent been updating dat much?
busy lar babes..always doing some thing or another..no private time for myself..hehehe..
niwaes...
first update:
HAD A BLAST WIF FINA AND SYAZ!!! hehehe...
where did we go? we went to ecp for a PICNIC!! ahahax..just the 3 of us...we chatted abt interesting things that happened in our lives...we cam-bitched like how ppl always describe us...ahahx..and of cos..we stuffed ourselves wif Syaz's finest fried macaroni!! Dat day..was one of the most memorablest day i had wif my two bestest besties..ahahx...the last time we hung out by the beach together was the day i had overnited at Changi beach wif Syaz's family and spending it wif Fina(before she went home at nite..) and wif Nessie..(before she flew back to Canada a few days after..)
the pics will be uploaded soon okays? just for the eyes of those who care abt the whole thing. not just to be busybody. buzz off!
2nd update:
THE MUCH-AWAITED ISC( inter-silat championship..)
its at RP (so...well..i was expecting sumting likee...super-grand..but kinda disappointed..but the facilities are WAAAAYYYY COOOOLLL!! =))
Seni didnt manage to clinch any medals..but we got mostly fourth placings...cant blame it laarrrr...it takes alot of practice, concentration, coordination and stamina to make sure that your performance is realllllyyy GOOD!! but i am proud of my regu puteri and putera for their superb performance..why? cos..well..for the puteri, we were really good cos we oni lost to others by a few points...and for the putera, you guys were magnificent too becos of the same reason..but rmb..u guys started training late..but u made us ALL proud! hehehe..
NVM SENI GROUP..
next yr there will still be a chance..and i'll be there..hehehe...
i'll be ur successor..insya'allah we'll win something for SP okay?
Under tanding, we managed to win 6 out of 10 matches!! hehe..and guess wat...my close fwen, Zayanah binte Zakaria won her match! though the match was her first major match, he managed to win wif her opponent from RP! CONGRATZ!! ehehe..
for the rest of my members hu are fighting in the quarter finals and such, ALL THE BEST!! insya'allah kiter bole menang okay? SP BOLEH!!! hehehe...
oh...also, gg for this ISC is sooo kewl! cos i always get to mit ppl whom i have not met for quite some time..
i met my abg sedare who didnt even realise that i am his cuz until i tegur-ed him..ahahx..really funny lar...
and i met another so-called relative..(i am not gg to try to explain our relationship..) who happens to be junior from sec sch..
and another junior from sec sch...
and my mendaki fwen's gf-to-be..
and lastly, my schmate who happens to be in the wasit jury(referee team)..ahahhax...
sooooo SILAT really tightens the silaturrahim..and we can infer that it IS a SMALL WORLD(spt mane Rasulullah saw kita menyatakan..silaturrahin harus dieratkan..bukan direnggangkan..)
hehehe...
k...so dats all lar for now k..
gtg now..
diana..
*twinKLEs
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8:59 PM :)
Thursday, June 5, 2008
dear bloggy..
she sat upright. tense. aniticipating for that moment when all hell broke loose. that's when she will come in. creating more chaos than can ever imagined. she might seem dumb and quiet. but only her true self knows who she really is. she might be open to some,yet there will always be a part of her that is unknown to the rest of the world. that is where her attraction is. enigmatic.
diana..
*twinKLes
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9:08 PM :)
dear bloggy..
to all my dearest pesilat frens, semoga maju jaya for the upcoming IVP okay?
I BELIEVE in the ability of my PUTERAs and PUTERIs to bring honour to our poly..
especially to my REGU PUTERIs..u CAN DO IT!! hehehe...yeah..u must and can do it..cos next yr..i will be ur successor..hehehe..
I LOVE U ALL LAR...u all are my distraction...and silat is just the best! hehe..*uzair..if u are reading this, mesti u tink i am like..crazy kan? tkpe ar..for silat can be crazy..for anything else..tk dpt ar..ahahax...*
and well..i didnt tell you guys abt my family chalet kan?
ahahx..it was fun..cos my lil baby cuz was there..and he is just UBER-cute..ahahx..
and though i had to become the babysitter, i still had fun cos...well..i get to like...mingle wif my cuzzs whom i rarely talk to and well..get to meet my relatives...and well..i get to STUFF myself wif everything BBQ! ahahx..and the next day, haf to compensate by doing silat..ahahx..
seems like holidays are a reason to slack and eat and sleep and well...just keep myself occupied..i might not be working..but i feel satisfied by being able to do other tasks..such as household chores, studying and training...
ahahahx..
kaylar..gtg now..
diana..
*twiNKLES
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10:30 AM :)
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
dear bloggy..
she has no right to say that. no right to blab everyone abt myself. dats fucking personal. and its not fair.
u think i like it?
u think i think i m hot?
i nvr tot abt myself being hot.
ever since that fateful day, i dun haf any respect for myself. nvr felt totally clean. i am just trying to comfort myself by talking abt things that amuse me.
i dun want to always soak in self-pity. it sucks. and it wont help me at all.
thanks for everything. thanks for giving me a chance to prove how sucky i am. how much of a failure i am.
thanks.
diana..
*twinKLes
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10:53 PM :)
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
dear bloggy...
izinkan aku sayangmerindui mu selalubiar gelora cinta semalamizinkan aku sayangmenyentuh perasaanmubiar bergetar nalurimuwalau berkali kau membencicintaku takkan hilanghimpunkan semua kemaafandengarkan oh rintihan..andainya kau pergigugurlah bunga cintaterpadam mentariynag menyinarpulanglah oh sayang kau ku nantipenuh pastirintihan kecundang..untukmu oh sayang..
there seemed to be no words to describe these feelings in my heart.
i feel like denying all those feelings from surfacing but somehow, i feel like just screaming it out so you would just know.
but knowing is not as good as feeling the same way for me.
i hate to be abandoned and hurt.
just like that doll that is long forgotten, stashed somwhere in the cupboard.
yet, dolls do not have any feelings unlike me.
but somehow i believe that that would not happen to me when i am with you.
thanks for giving me hope.
diana..
*twinKLes..
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8:58 PM :)
dear bloggy..
Bak kata pepatah, sudah dapat gading bertuah, tanduk tidak berguna lagi.
Begitulah persahabatan diumpamakan di zaman kini. Untuk mecari seseorang sahabat itu, hanya Dia tahu betapa peritnya untuk lakukan tersebut. Namun, bila dijumpa, payah lagi untuk kehilangannya. Mereka yang hanya menemani di masa senang namun hilang di masa susah, hanyalah talam dua muka dan tidak kerugian jika tidak ditemani mereka. Untuk mengelakkan diri dari tidak bertembung dengan mereka merupakan sesuatu yang mustahil.
In the course of our life, we will meet with alot of obstacles in the way..we will meet friends, acquaintances, soulmate. It is a matter of how we handle the obstacles, overcome them and remain triumphant. Seperti peribahasa, kata periuk, belanga hitam.
Perumpamaan ini amat sesuai untuk insan yang tidak pernah mencerminkan dirinya. Tiap orang mempunyai kekurangan, pernah melakukan kesilapan dan juga mempunyai keperibadian yang munkin tidak dapat difahami oleh semua. Keperibadian dan amalan baik buruknya hanyalah antara diri individual itu dengan diriNya. Kita tidak punyai hak untuk menghina dan mengata kerana semua makhluk di dunia ini adalah ciptaanNya.
intai malam mencari ketenangan
yang dikecapi hanyalah kebingungan
dendam, amarah ingin meneman
tetapi hanya Dia yang ku inginkan
dan hanya Dia yang tepati janjinya
kerna tidak pernah aku keseorangan
diana..
*twinkLes
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9:27 AM :)
