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Tuesday, July 22, 2008

dear bloggy..

It seems that He works in really mysterious ways which no one could decipher the reasons why He does it that way..

The reasons why i am saying so is because of a few incidents that had happened in the last few weeks.

In the past few weeks, I have stumbled upon old acquaintances from primary school, old admirers (ahahax.) and acquaintances who are somehow acquainted with friends of mine. It just made me wonder why I met them.

And the normal problems such as BGR, family and friends are never-ending. But somehow, there is always someone for me to confide in. For me to just console myself and get encouragement to just face the world and the problems face on. I always have to remind myself that there is always a possibility for me to get more heart-wrenching problems as time goes by. (lyk duh. i am oni 17 gg on to 18. what major probs do u expect me to compare wif those adults?) I also have to always remind myself that whatever problems i am facing, there is this ONE person who will never ever leave me whatever happens. and that is Him.

There is a reason for everything that has happened. I might not know what are the real reasons for them but maybe He wants to remind me that there are always someone out there who remembers me and will. Maybe He wants me to think on the positive side and to never forget Him. Maybe he wants me to be strong and face the problems on bravely.

Maybe. Maybe. Maybe.

Whatever it is, I would not let these problems to hamper my happiness.

Never. Although I might shed tears and have headaches over them.

Anyways, thanks my dearest Inessa for your advice and encouragement. (Yes, I know. I should be thankful yang dia masih balik dan masih meluangkan masa bersama kita.)

Seriously, I cannot wait until my besties finish their A's then we could spend alot of time together. Though I know that Ness might not be here with us, but u are always remembered. We will count the days until you get back here! (holidays maybe. hehe.)

Hmm..

Last Friday, got back my Applied Microbiology paper. I PASSED!! unbelievably! hehe..i though i had failed lar...

and last Sunday, got back my madrasah results. I PASSED TOO!! and quite good in fact..ahahx..

Alhamdulillah.

Last Saturday, went out wif besties to Boon Lay CC for a Bulan Bahasa Event organised by my alma meter, BPGHS. The whole thing was quite disappointing as I had expected a more organised event. It was quite..unorganised and I find that there are not enough volunteers to help out with the event. (dah tk cukup BPians kape???) and the performance by the Malay Literature students did not seem to get through to the PRIMARY SCH students. (ahahax.) I hope that this event would serve as a reminder and also a stepping stone for future students and events.

and Hmmmm..

Two days ago it was Racial Harmony Day. I could still remember those times when I go to school in my traditional costume to celebrate that day. It was one of those days which I look forward to alot. It was a day to show off your 'nicest' traditional costume. Sadly, it only happened in primary school, not in my secondary school. But guess what? On Monday, I actually wore a kebaya(though with jeans instead of the kain..) and it felt good. It felt good to be different. People might comment rude, nasty remarks, but I don't mind. Cause I was happy.

And I get to spend time with Abg and Ibu and Papa. (Now I know where my godbro got his looks from. ahahx.) and Boboy was cute but very restless. (btw, Boboy is a pet parrot.)

Lastly...Hmm..

now I treasure my family more and would love to spend more time with them. You never know when those memorable happy times with your family might end. It's better not to regret and feel sorry right?

Thanks to all those who are giving me alot of encouragement during these very trying times.

and I will smile, Syaz! =)))

embrace the moments in life* ; 10:15 PM :)