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Saturday, July 26, 2008
dear bloggy..
I turned down a guy last Thursday cos I didnt think dat we cud be together though he had promised to change..
I am sorry..but I dun want to be miserable and unhappy cos i know that we just cant work things out..
and yeah..I wud rather hurt u now than later...
I need time to get to noe u, to really know u..not just to share probs and feelings..
I need to trust u..cos i hate to regret later..
and I need u to understand me..I have alot of diff wif u..and I wish to change for the better..I want to bury that old diana from ever being exposed again..and i need u to understand dat..so u wont ever make me turn into that old diana..
I dun ever wish to.
and the probs that is bothering me for the past few wks is really taking a toll on me..
so, I hope u can accept why I did what I did and please, just move on without me.
To others who have been getting all the attention from me, I mean guys, please, that Diana would not last long..so please be prepared..
Thanks.
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My exams are coming and all I have to do is revise, study and pray for the best..I hope I wont disappoint myself again..
Oh and I am so sorry I cant be serious during silat training..I have to laugh rather than I cry in pain..
ahahax..
And I hope that the plans for the upcoming Night Cycling would be a success..Insya'allah..
And to all my friends..those who are close to me or not,
All the best for your upcoming tests and exams..PLEASE REVISE AND STUDY..put aside other unnecessary stuff for now..
diana..
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11:51 AM :)
