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Saturday, August 30, 2008
dear bloggy..
two words only.
EXAMS OVER!!
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11:21 AM :)
Saturday, August 16, 2008
dear bloggy..
just wanted to update so that i can just not think about other important stuffs..
ahahahx...
niwaes, last wk, Weds 6th August 2008 was Poly50.
For those who dunnoe what event this is, its the relay race around my campus. Guess how many rounds are we supposed to run? 50. duh. hehehe.
and well..if u tink its tiring, i agree.
but i pity the guys lar. cos for this race, girls are oni allowed to run 6 rounds. the rest are done by guys. and well...in each team there are oni 7 guys and 3 girls..
the distance btwn ea checkpoints is oni 200m BUT the tricky part is to find ur teammates in the mass of bodies...imagine the supporters, the helpers, the teams which number 121 teams lar...
its like..finding...a needle in a haystack...
especially for me, who is short..like my other teammate, Falina..
we suffered cos we had to find our teammates and to avoid crashing into other runners and cause accidents..
and so..like i said in earlier posts..
SPSC got 45th out of 121 teams.
so dats good rite?
summore i was like the oni runner n black tudung, longsleeves and long pants..
sum thought that its weird dat i can run in that outfit lar..
but I PROVED IT RITE!!
even tudung gals can run okayyy..
ahahx..
so here are the PICS!!
and then on National Day, i had two invitations to wedding..
one was my mum's fren's daughter..
the other one, is my kak sedare angkat..dun ask me how or why..ahahx..
and well..my kak sedare's wedding was SUPER-GRAND!
the deco already cost abt 28k. no incl food okay.
ahahx.
i was sooo WOWed by the deco but i thought that its a waste of money..
seriously.
however, on that day, my whole family happened to be in gold..cos we usually wore the same colour..so well, at my cuz's wedding, the dj act approached us saying:
"So here we have a family invited from Brunei since all of us were in gold.."
ahahahax..
paiseh lar..
we attracted more attention than the family itself...
so here is our pic lar..
ahahx.
and then in the afternoon we went to celebrate NATIONAL DAY at MARINA BAY!!
hehehe..
pics of fireworks!!
and so..dats all!!
hehehe.
and..cant really update next wk tau..
EXAMS ARE HERE!!
heheh..
gtg now..
diana..
*twinKLEs
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10:13 PM :)
Sunday, August 10, 2008
dear bloggy..
this date is very memorable for me.
i feel like crying just thinking abt this day..
last year,
on this date, at 11.30am, a certain guy who had filled my heart, had asked me to be his. and only his.
that historical date was supposed to be celebrated again this year. but it was not meant to be. being his was only for some time. yet, the feelings and memories still lingered on. till now. i still wonder about him. still miss him. still have those feelings for him but sumhow, this heart is not ready for another charade of pain and disappointment.
but well..
this person here who had promised to shield herself from that pain has just been hurt again. by a specific member of the opposite species in fact. a mat rempit. and she was hurt badly cos well, f the humilitation that guy had spewed to her face when she was plain confused of whatever that is happening. that humiliation is enuf to break the shield she had around herself. and in the end, she was the victim in the story. she was the victim of disappointment.
today, not only has she failed in her "relationship", she failed in friendship too.
she had hurt the feelings of her best friend by not telling news she heard. haix.
she could only offer apologies but she knows that the scar will still be there whatever happens.
yet,
she was cheered up by a fren who said dat mat rempit is a sorry piece of shyt. he acted dat way cos he cant control his own emotions and too egoistic that he expects ppl to listen and treat him the way he wants them to. dat kind of a guy wont last long in life. and another fren said dat she shudnt feel upset by such idiotic comments since that fren noes dat she is one helluva great gal. any guy who gets her is a lucky guy since that fren thinks that she is very nice, cute and fun to be with.
those comments brighten up her mood. made her smile. but the biggest smile was contributed by getting a nudge by that someone who had promised to be wif her the past yr before. that same guy who asked her to be his on this date.
he had changed. totally. new image. specs. hawt-ness oozing from his pictures. yet, she didnt managed to chat wif dat guy since dat guy left wifout a word.
now she's left alone again. accompanied by her fren whom she shares the room wif for the night.
and her only distraction is either this piece of technology or the sheafs of notes spread out on the bed. cos tomorrow is her test..and the start of many more tests to come...she has no other choice but to sacrifice her spare time to study although sumtimes temptation overcomes her desire to just study. she has to put aside time too for her extra classes and tuition..and the upcoming attachment and presentation keeps her busy time after time..
she just has to be patient, strong and smart in handling all these stuffs and not get any major headaches over anything..
but for now, she needs her rest..
cos she has been out for the whole day..
not counting the other stuffs that bothered her..
anyways, to that person who had once filled her heart, she still misses you.
and well...thanks for the nudge on this day which was supposed to be their special day..
diana..
*twinKLEs
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11:21 PM :)
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
dear bloggy...
I GOT A JOB!
wakakaka..
actually just tutoring lar..
so i am likeee very busyyy..hehehehhe..
so happy that i haf finally got a job..
and well..
with all the things happening in my life, having sumthing to fill my free time is a GREAT thing..
i really nid to just chill and relax!
ahahax...
okay..
actually quite tired after poly50..
the relay race was FUN!! hehee..
but tiring..
had fun wif my juniors and my fellow fwens too..ahahax..
and got a lot of PICS!!
hehehe...
insya'allah will update...
have to nurse my pain and get enuf rest before tomorrow..
first DAY!!
hehehe..
diana..
*twinkLes
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11:09 PM :)
Monday, August 4, 2008
dear bloggy..
alhamdulillah!
got my itp attachment to the company: Blooms and Greens Pte.Ltd...will be doing hydroponics and plant culturing work..
though it will be during the fasting month and will extend thru hari raya..
nvm, what matters is the experience and getting one thing done at a time..
at least my holidays for the next sem is FREE!! hehe..can work for a larger salary..or mayb study more..
ahahax..
me and aqilah will be doing the same itp, while kaya will be doing ALS Chem tech and Kahyan, if its her luck, will be getting either the Biopolis job or the NUH job! and the newest person in our planned FYP group is Kristin! ahahx..and she said she is confirmed to be in the OITP to Shnghai..
so well..not alot of worries..
i am actually enjoying myself though the last few days was the worst i haf had in a few months..
i didnt realised dat me being too nice to others is really eating into myself..like seriously..eating myself inside big time..
and it really sucks..
syaz was the one who pointed it out to me..a couple of probs are really killing me nw..
and one of them is occuring domestically..the other one is my fwen, yan..
i am damn worried abt that mat lar..
i dun want to see him like he was once..but seriously, if he cant change..then fine..i cant be bothered animore..
haiixxx...
i want my old life back before all this happened..
and yeah..
i am happy and thankful dat at least i haf frens hu still care but hu noes that i might lose everyone one day?
haiiiixxxx..
i dunnoe what else to do.
i dunnoe whether to run away or cry or just ignore things.
haix.
pls God, give me some strength.
diana..
*twinKLEs
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9:18 AM :)
