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Monday, August 4, 2008
dear bloggy..
alhamdulillah!
got my itp attachment to the company: Blooms and Greens Pte.Ltd...will be doing hydroponics and plant culturing work..
though it will be during the fasting month and will extend thru hari raya..
nvm, what matters is the experience and getting one thing done at a time..
at least my holidays for the next sem is FREE!! hehe..can work for a larger salary..or mayb study more..
ahahax..
me and aqilah will be doing the same itp, while kaya will be doing ALS Chem tech and Kahyan, if its her luck, will be getting either the Biopolis job or the NUH job! and the newest person in our planned FYP group is Kristin! ahahx..and she said she is confirmed to be in the OITP to Shnghai..
so well..not alot of worries..
i am actually enjoying myself though the last few days was the worst i haf had in a few months..
i didnt realised dat me being too nice to others is really eating into myself..like seriously..eating myself inside big time..
and it really sucks..
syaz was the one who pointed it out to me..a couple of probs are really killing me nw..
and one of them is occuring domestically..the other one is my fwen, yan..
i am damn worried abt that mat lar..
i dun want to see him like he was once..but seriously, if he cant change..then fine..i cant be bothered animore..
haiixxx...
i want my old life back before all this happened..
and yeah..
i am happy and thankful dat at least i haf frens hu still care but hu noes that i might lose everyone one day?
haiiiixxxx..
i dunnoe what else to do.
i dunnoe whether to run away or cry or just ignore things.
haix.
pls God, give me some strength.
diana..
*twinKLEs
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9:18 AM :)
