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Monday, October 20, 2008
dear bloggy..
i tink my 18th birthday was more of a disaster than a blessing..
cos well, i didnt get to celebrate it wif ALL my friends..and then my plans with my family were cocked up..
so well..
in the end, nth went as expected..
firstly, i was supposed to meet mus at 10.30 and to wake him up at 9..
and i called him from 9 to god-noes-when...and guess wat..he woke up at 11! URGH! WTF!
cos his fon was on silent mode..so well..everything just cocked up from then..cos he cant mit me at newton cos his cuzs were ard..den change to bugis..and i had to wait again..*I HATE WAITING OKAY!* and he finally arrived..
managed to spend SOME time with him..which oni constitutes of less than an hour..after waiting for MORE THAN 2 HRS! URGH! *okay..i am sorry i am spilling everyting out..but i am just damn pissed off..and haf to tell everything from the start..*
he gave me my bdae pressie which i appreciate alot..and...*drumroll pls* he asked me to be his gal..
ohkay..well..dat was supposed to be the highlight of the day..and yeah..i was expecting it..so well, i accepted..i still love him..and i do..i cherish him alot! but i hate watever happened on my bdae.
and aft dat, we ate some snacks and drank sum drinks..and then i am otw home..
see..how boring was my bdae...
and i got home..and daddy was in a fit..he said i cocked up the plans cos i went to met mus..tp SORRY SIKIT EH. u said we are gg out in the late aftnn. i was back ard 3 okay.. and becos i cocked things up, our earlier plan to go out together as a family was scrapped. IMAGINE DAT!! u expect to celerate wif all ur loved ones but it was cancelled due to mommy working..and den..to celebrate wif oni my family was also SCRAPPED DUE TO A STUPID REASON!
so who didnt cry? tell me. tell me who wouldnt? my prepaid ran low so i cudnt get any msgs. and i dunnoe who cared enuf to send me msgs. so it just took a toll on me and i started to cry badly. i called yan, who didnt pick up. called aqilah, engaged, cant call the rest of my besties cos firstly, i didnt get their msgs so i dunnoe whether they rmbrd..if they dun, and i called, they'll feel bad..and i dun want that to happen..so well..i tried to call suf lar..and she didnt pick up..so well...i just gave up and called abg mamat..
which resulted in me just crying non-stop.
abg mamat: kenape adik nangis?
me: psl everything cocked up.
abg: tkpelah. esok leh celebrate dgn abg pe..
me: cried. *like hello. i am busy. i cant celebrate animore. and well, i want to celebrate wif everyone not wif u oni dammit.*
abg: nape nangis niiiii? esok jumpe abg k.
me: and i blew up! i practically screamed into the fon. kenape asik adik kene jumpe abg? y must i be the one to go to u. not the other way ard. all friends are the same. time susah, cari adik and yeah. i try like hell to come and mit u guys. then time i am crying like shit ni. tkde org nk jumpe adik. if u fucking love me kan, like every faggot says, ape kate come down to sch tmr, sit in front of my classroom door and wait for me?! too diff to prove u love me?! well. if u cant even pick up ur balls to meet me, forget dat i am ur sister.
abg: WHY ARE U LIKE THIS? WHY CANT U JUST SAY IT TO ME NICELY?
me: cos u are blardy stupid to say such a stupid, insensitive thing when i am already in this mood.
abg: OKAY. DEN TMR I MEET U IN SCH AT WAT TIME? 5.30? OKAY I'LL BE THERE.
and he hang up.
see? dat was dat...and i was still crying when i got another foncall..by sufy..but anum answered..ahahx..and yeah.. i was trying to not show i was crying tp bile sufy angkat i started to cry VERY BADLY that she got worried and pass to zaya ..ahahx...she tot it was becos of mus..tp mus tk pape pun...and well..i told the whole story..so, all of them came to my house...i tot it was oni anum , zaya and sufy..rupe2 nye the whole bp gang...they sang me a bdae song and they got me chocolates..ahahx..*THANKS K KORG! U GUYS MADE ME SMILE INSTEAD OF CRYING! hehe..*
actually i cried when sufy picked up the fon cos i didnt expect her to call..since kite mcm silent treatment kan..and well..when i called, though she didnt pick up, she actually called back to noe why i called..so well..mcm dulu lar..before kite tk bbl..hmmm..simply ckp eh..i am happy die bbl dgn aku..
THANKS SUFY! i hope kite leh mcm dulu. it sucks not having u ard.
i tink after dat, things seems to brighten up. cos i topped up my hp and got alot of msgs from alot of peeps..so well..mcm happy kan..so not everyone forgot..ahahx..but still wud haf love it if i get to spend it wif all of my frens and family..
thanks again to..
priya
aqilah
abg mamat
sufy
syaz
zul silat
zul mendaki
zulhan
syimah
fina
ain
huda
inessa
hadi
mas
huda
rak
haikal
haz
nazreen
liyana
huda
and of course..
MY DEAREST MUSADIQ..
for making my life complete..
diana..
*twinKLEs
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9:31 AM :)
