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Tuesday, October 7, 2008
dearest bloggy..
i am seriously sorry for not updating that much..
like i say..i am getting too busy with all the stuffs happening in my life..
but thank God for small blessings..
ITP is ending this Saturday and school is starting next week...
hmm..before i start rambling on about my school term next wk..i think i would rather start on something else..
such as...
WISHING ALL MUSLIMS, EID MUBARAK..
MAAF ZAHIR AND BATIN...
this goes out especially to my family members whom i still havent managed to seek forgiveness, my relatives who are always too busy to spend some time strengthening family ties, to my friends, besties or not, and lastly for that special someone who has just appeared in my life..
i would like to seek forgiveness from all of you shoild i have ever raised my voice at you, thought of bad thoughts about you, gossiped about u, hurt ur feelings directly or indirectly and should i disappoint you one too many times..
i am sorry and i would really hope u cud accept my apology..
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back to other stuffs..
ITP:
gonna end this saturday, 11/10..
somehow excited to just leave this place and get out of this damn routine of being tired and stressed out..
however, i am gonna miss my colleagues too..esp santhi, maria, ms lo and of course marnop..hehehe..
they have helped me alot whenever i nid advice, instructions or a helping hand during my stay here..
and i know though THE boss might be a little over-bearing, he is still the boss and he has to act that way to make sure all stuffs are done..(though i disapprove of the choice of languages used..)
and yeah..
i really hope that the bond we share now is not forgotten once i stepped out of this premises..
to tell u the truth..life at work is nvr boring..
i have so many stories to share..yet not enuf time and not sure whether everyone is interested rite?
so rather than i bore u guys to death, u guys can always ask me whenever u see me!
hehe..
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HARI RAYA:
how was it for me?
firstly, kinda boring..
cos seriously, i didnt feel the spirit of celebrating it this yr..partly was becos i am always busy during the fasting month..so i didnt get to feel the excitement building up..
secondly, sad..
cos my relatives were mostly celebrating back at our hometown and i cudnt follow..so well..just imagine the sadness i felt..and also cos the remaining relatives back here were either to busy to mit up or just dun see the point of meeting up..
thirdly, quite fun..
cos i dunnoe lar..just meeting ur lil cuzs make u smile oooh soo much!
ahahx..
fourthly..i cant get enuf of it!
i cant go visiting as much as my jc frens are having their a's...and my poly mates arent even contacting me..and well..i am just damn busy..hehe..
okaylar..
but for the sake of meeting my beloved bpian frens, my madrasah frens, my god-sis, and every other fren dat doesnt fit in most of my categories, i am gonna spare some time for visiting okay?
and the first one would be my silat raya outing this SATURDAY too!
hehe...
hope to see all my beloved pesilats.
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18th birthday!!
coming up in 12 days..
cant say i am excited since all my plans are pending..
and i can say its confirmed i cant celebrate it wif my frens who shared my birthday happiness the year before..(u noe hu i mean okay..)
well..gonna say dat its gonna be kinda sad..cos seriously, i had hoped that my 18th would be one of the best bdaes i would ever had..but seeing the condition now..i guess not..
HAIX!
i might haf alot of frens, but the frens that i really treasure are just having their own busy plans and i just wont intefere wif them..(dun mean to offend nibody..just saying the truth..)
and i hope again that i wont cry on my bday again..
ahahx..
k..
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and am sorry about not blogging here too much..
cos i have started another blog at another website..where i mostly share my poems and stuffs like that..
sumhow i am happier and more satisfied as i get responses so at least i noe whether i nid to improve or not..
but i love this blog too okay.
xp
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He is sumhow testing me to the limit. sumtimes i dunnoe whether to ust scream at him and leave him stranded alone. but somehow, he always manage to get at my softer side. urgh.
i am disappointed with the new him. i long for the old him. haix.
i dunnoe whether everything will work out or not. and if it doesnt, i am gonna accept it. not gonna cry again. stupid thing to do. cry. and cry. and cry.
urgh.
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klah..
thanks again to mas for the very advanced bday present!
(i tink u guys just love giving me watches ehk?) ahahx
take care everyone..
will update again soon..insya'allah..
diana..
*twinKLEs
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1:19 PM :)