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Friday, January 30, 2009
dear bloggy...
four more weeks till another sem in sch ends..
and less than two weeks till my exams..
sumhow i am not excited for the upcoming holidaes cos the holidaes are already planned out..
no part-time job..and i doubt alot of enjoyment for me..
but ending this sem, i will then be in 3rd yr..and the last yr in poly..i hope i could grad as scheduled so that everything will go on smoothly..no more cork-ups for me, thank you..
ahahx..but most of my frens would be graduating too..most of my silat frens and some of my poly frens will grad..
gonna miss them seyyy..
hmmm..
k..quit all this rambling..
well, currently i am like..hoping i can make amends wif sweetrose over watever happened dulu..but heck it lar..her rude remarks really turned me off..so what if she is older than me? basic courtesy is impt for any person..esp for first impression..
and yeah..abt dante, i am really gonna guide him to change to be a better person..this is gonna be the one and oni chance so if he is gonna blow this chance, i am sorry..as there is a limit to everything..but up to date..he is making progress..slow but gradual progress..
and yesterday, i met wif imraah and devoted at ramen ten, harbourfront..it was great! i had fun talking wif imraah and well..i am so happy to noe that having internet frens is not that bad..ahahx..unlike wat others always say...hope that we can always remain frens k peeps!
hehe.. =)
and hmmm..abt the nus friendly match, its confirmed to be on the 7th Feb..and well..i haf to join in olahraga..but i dun wan..summore since i m on mc until next month..and heck it lar..not joining silat doesnt mean i dun care animore..it just means that i am taking care of myself..and i dun wan my health to deteriorate in the long run..i hope it can be worked out soon..
ok then..
nth else to update..hehe..
gtg now..
diana..
*twinKLEs
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7:13 PM :)
Thursday, January 29, 2009
dear bloggy..
he looked into my eyes and said: 'More, more.."
and i looked back at him and smiled.
and gave him more.
his smug smile of satisfaction means more than anything.
hehehehehe..
and if anione had any wrong ideas abt wat i wrote, then u must be thinking dirty. hehe...
see what i mean? he will look at u smiling that cheeky smile expecting for that one more bag.
and then he will just take it from you.
and then he would give u that smile. hehehe.
it was a day in jb for my distant relative's wedding..was great apart from the jam at the causeway..hehe..and met my lovely cuzs..hehe..
summore pics..
sister love kape?
hehe..
sempats at the bus-stop!
i noe i just love her alil bit too much..
dinah mmg giler!!
ok2..enuf pics..will update more later..
btw..
to my loveliest, sweetest, most irritating-est adik!
DANIA SYUHAIDA BINTE MUHAMAD DAUD
congratulations for turning one yr older!
and so what. u are 17. i am still older by a yr! hehe..
BLUEARK!
ok2..may u always be blessed okay.and may ur wish to..erm..have a bf come true..*crosses fingers! i dun want u to haf a bf! ahahx..*
and GOOD LUCK FOR UR O's.
Make sure u get all A's okay. hehe..
ok2..i hope u are happy wif our bdae pressie and ur surprises today..
take care..
diana..
*twinKLEs
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10:18 PM :)
Sunday, January 25, 2009
dear bloggy..
heheh..
tomorrow is CHINESE NEW YEAR!!
and guess where i am celebrating it?
at EAST COAST PARK wif beloved family members..hehehe..
cant wait!!!
hehehe..
and i am overniting!!!!! so well..i am gonna tonnnnn until morning..gonna count the stars..gonna forget my worries..forget my problems...but oni for tmr..hehehe...
oklar peeps..will update when i get back..
diana..
*twinKLEs
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9:51 PM :)
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
dear bloggy...
can u believe it? i lost 1kg! hehe..due to my strict diet larrrr...urgh..sumtimes i just feel like giving up wif the diet..but well..i guess its for my own good..
and well..i cant wait till i have really recovered before i can start exercising and begin training to lose more weight! ahahx..now i am very inspired to lose my weight and be healthier...though my frens say i am fit enuf..
hehe..
i dun tink so lar..
i tink i am getting chubbier by the minute! ahahx..
but sumtimes i feel saddened that becos i haf not recovered that much, i cant participate in the NUS-SP friendly match this coming 7th Feb..but oh well..i will be in the organising committee..so at least i wud be contributing..and yeah..haf to keep on revising the regu moves for the upcoming IVP competition..
hmm..yesterday met abg mamat at vivo wif dante..it was supposed to be a date wif dante but i just missed abg mamat too much! (i am sorry, dante) its been AGES since i last met abg mamat and chatted wif him decently so yest was the opportunity to spend time wif him..and so..dante and abg mamat noes ea other already..and i really hope bth of them can get along wif ea other wifout throwing any punches..but like i always say..
let time tell..
but aft the meeting wif abg mamat, the date wif dante was really memorable..
i noe its kinda tacky since he gave me a bouquet and a teddy bear..but the thought behind those gifts really touched me..(thanks dante! =]) hope that the future dates would be as memorable or better than yesterday's..
and dzahir is having a girl problem again..
sowie dzahir i cant help u much..hmm..hati perempuan ni..bile hati batu..betul2 batu concrete..hehehe..
but i hope u can solve it..and find a great girl to be ur life partner soon tau!
diana..
*twinKLEs
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4:51 PM :)
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
dear bloggy...
sch is starting soon but i still haf time to blog awhile..
hmm..just now aqilah showed me sum pics of sum ladies who are just drop-dead GORGEOUS! urghhhh..
ahahx..i noe i am jealous..but i cant help it..i wasnt born wif those genes that code for those mancung nose, fair and smooth skin, almond-shaped eyes, blue irises, brownish-black hair..
URGH!
and i know that most guys LOVE girls like that..whom i noe i can nvr be..
ahahx.and well..
sumhow i realise that i love being the way i am wifout adding that extra make-up, wifout trying too hard to LOOK good and FEEL good..
i dunnid anione to tell me what to do to myself..
but yeah..stop saying i shud do THIS, do THAT. it plainly IRRITATES me!
if u cant be happy wif the way i am, i dun blame u if u dun wanna be my fren..and i haf NTH to lose okay. i dun wanna keep sumone who cant accept me the way i am.
diana..
*twiNKLES
ps: sesiape yg terase tu, i am sorry. =S
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11:45 AM :)
Saturday, January 17, 2009
dear bloggy...
a few nights ago, i cried. cos i felt like i had been betrayed again. by a GIRL. not a GUY. urgh. that feeling sucks. i haf always been low on self-esteem but i try as much not to show it. but sum individual could always get thru all my defences and bring me down AGAIN. urgh. she made me feel so inferior, like as though i am nvr gonna be as pretty as her, nvr as good as her or watever..but guess wat? i noe i am better in studies than her..and i haf more frens than her who would stick wif me thru thick and thin..and my family is still better than her..so i guess i shud smile more and just let this phase pass rite? ahahx. guess i better should.
but it just confirms that GIRLS when they betray another of their own species are WORST than the lowliest MAN on EARTH-cum-UNIVERSE..
so yeah. i might haf more guy frens than girl frens. but those girl frens i haf will always be the BEST and will always be there for me.
THANKS BABES...u noe who i mean rite? hehe.
okay2..thanks Nurul Syazwani and Nurul Aqilah..hehehe..
oh..and well..sum updates abt myself...
there might be a chance that i am gg back to India for the competition..and also to Batam..so i would not be free during the 7 wks of holidaes..but hmm..i find that there are more meaning in life whenever i keep myself busy wif volunteering stuff or things that i enjoy doing..
hehe..
hmm..i guess that's all for now..
take care..
diana..
*twinKLES
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8:49 AM :)
Thursday, January 15, 2009
dear bloggy..
tagged answered!
to kak aimi..thanks eh..
1. what is the most important in my life? hmm... family & friends.. as much as i am attached or not..frens still comes over anything..
2.what is the last thing you've bought with your money? milk..ahahx..cos i nid to take care of my diet..
3.where do you wish to get married? hmmm..very diff qsn..i dun wanna get married here..but wat abt my relatives? hehehe...alah...ROMM aje lar..
4.how old do you think you will get permanently owned by you lover? as soon as my lover wants to get married to me? hehe. dunnoe lar. still studying what...
5.are you in love? sumthing like that. wif someone or something..hehe..
6.where was the last restaurant you had dinner at? hmm..dinner? rest? sounds diff since i haf been eating at home for dinners..
7.name the latest book you bought? bought? i dun buy books. i BORROW and READ books.
8.what is your full name? my full name is written there..at the top left hand corner of this blog..
9.do you prefer father or mother?both, no doubt bout it. hehe.
10.name the person you want to meet in you real life for the first time? Nabi Muhammad s.a.w.
11.christina or britney? britney..her songs are easier to sing..hehe..
12.do you do your own laundry? duuhh..
13.the most exciting place you wan to go? i am not sure. i just want it to be a place where there is snow, mountains, countryside, beach, caves, ahahahahx..everything!
14. point 5 things about the person who tagged you?
-one of my closest cuz
-into theatre.hehe.
-wants to be the director
-sentiase step muda.hehe.
-and..i dunnoe what else to write..hehhe..
15.8 things you passionate about?
-books
-motorbikes
-silat
-plants
-earth
-malay language
-music
- friends
16.8 books you read recently?
- twilight
- the phantom
- watchers
- from the corner of his eye
-ermm..oni dat since i am too busy to read books now..
17.8 people you will tag
- syaz
- dzahir
- nessie
- fina..
oklahh...
no more ideas..heheh..
diana..
*twinKLEs
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11:41 AM :)
Monday, January 12, 2009
dear bloggy..
i just got well..but heck it..my right eye turned red..like..BLOODSHOT RED..urgh..and it sooo weird cos its oni on one side of the eye that turned red..and my other side and the other eye looked normal..so well, i haf noticed that ppl are looking at me WEIRDLY.
I KNOW. i look like a bloodthirsty vampire. *ooh..how sexy does dat sound rite..? mcm Edward! hehe..HAWTNESS..*
but pls dun avoid me. hehe. cos well....i did went to the doctor and he oni said dat i am suffering from conjunctival haemorrhage..this happens when the blood vessels in my eyes burst...urgh..due to heat i think...ahahx...so well, the doctor said that there is no medication for my eyes..and that it will heal by itself in 1-2 weeks...
1-2 weeks wif a BLARDY eye? hehehe..
JGN KETAWE TAU. DUN LAUGH.
hehe...
and i am laughing..ahahhahahahahx............
oh..and erm...my results is doing OKAY! hehe.. i got average Bs and Cs...
wat else eh?
hmmmmmmmmm....
i tink i gtg now..
diana..
*twinKLEs
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8:22 PM :)
Saturday, January 10, 2009
dear bloggy..
and he said," I will never let you go.."
diana..
*twinKLEs
ps: me too. ahahx. 'camarel' kape. hehe.
to those in my past, and i mean my ex, how i wish it cud be back like it used to, but i guess, now its hopeless. i am fine the way i am now. i will always remember u.
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5:34 PM :)
Saturday, January 3, 2009
dear bloggy..
i dunnoe..but i tink that the new yr wasnt as happy as i had expected it to be..
i haf been having alot of personal probs lately..and i mean alot..and i mean these probs are one of the worst challenges Allah swt has given me..and well, i try as much to endure these probs..i just hope i haf more courage to go thru more in the years to come...
niwaes, i am spending my days now wifout that sumone special.
i am sorry musadiq...i told u that i want to change, i desire to change..but u seem to be reluctant abt it..so i haf no other choice but to leave u..i am sorry..u will always be sumone dear to me..but i dun wan to have any contact wif u..cos it hurts...alot..
okay..
firstly, thanks to syaz...for bringing me to my senses..and always sticking wif me..and yeah...loving me for who i am..
thanks to zaya..for ur concern...
thanks to my pesilats...for ur understanding..i will prove my best for my regu trials okay..
and lastly..
to dzahir..thanks for being that blessing in disguise..
ohkay..
i guess i wanna be alone for now...
diana..
*twinKLes
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11:05 PM :)
sister love kape?
sempats at the bus-stop!
i noe i just love her alil bit too much..
dinah mmg giler!!