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Saturday, January 17, 2009
dear bloggy...
a few nights ago, i cried. cos i felt like i had been betrayed again. by a GIRL. not a GUY. urgh. that feeling sucks. i haf always been low on self-esteem but i try as much not to show it. but sum individual could always get thru all my defences and bring me down AGAIN. urgh. she made me feel so inferior, like as though i am nvr gonna be as pretty as her, nvr as good as her or watever..but guess wat? i noe i am better in studies than her..and i haf more frens than her who would stick wif me thru thick and thin..and my family is still better than her..so i guess i shud smile more and just let this phase pass rite? ahahx. guess i better should.
but it just confirms that GIRLS when they betray another of their own species are WORST than the lowliest MAN on EARTH-cum-UNIVERSE..
so yeah. i might haf more guy frens than girl frens. but those girl frens i haf will always be the BEST and will always be there for me.
THANKS BABES...u noe who i mean rite? hehe.
okay2..thanks Nurul Syazwani and Nurul Aqilah..hehehe..
oh..and well..sum updates abt myself...
there might be a chance that i am gg back to India for the competition..and also to Batam..so i would not be free during the 7 wks of holidaes..but hmm..i find that there are more meaning in life whenever i keep myself busy wif volunteering stuff or things that i enjoy doing..
hehe..
hmm..i guess that's all for now..
take care..
diana..
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8:49 AM :)