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Saturday, April 25, 2009
dear bloggy..
saturday was one helluva hectic day cos SPSC had Keris Kuasa, which is the equivalent of the Annual General Meeting in which the old committee hands over to a new one..and i was the programmer for this event..
to tell u the truth, it went smooth though sum stuffs happened not as expected..hehe...but i still enjoyed myself..and i am happy to serve in the committee again for another year...hehe..if i haf the pictures, i will upload it soon aites..hehe..
and well, after tat, i had a bdae chalet at Aloha Loyang...hehee..its to celebrate Aqilah's sis's bdae! Kak Shikin!! hehe..well, it was a costume bdae party..aqilah dressed as a witch while her sis dressed as a pirate..and her brother as a cowboy..sooo cute..hehe...i dressed as me..although i bought a mask..ahahx...also, any pics, i will update asap..hehe....and we i also participated in a few games..ahahx..and had fun..although it was very HOT just now..hehe..
so well...that was all that happened on saturday...
hmm..
lastly, i REALLY MISS boyfie......haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiixxxxxxxxxx...
dearest darling ayahku sayang..
Helmie...
I miss you so much. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. and I love you so much! I love you always and i dun care whatever happens, i will always be there for you! MUAX! hehe...
oh..and ONE MORE WEEK! hehe...
diana..
*twinKLEs
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9:13 PM :)
Thursday, April 23, 2009
dear bloggy...
okay..i think i have to admit defeat..it has only been 4 days since school started and already i am having one of the worst headaches in my life! who would'nt be right..if u got to noe that the event yo are planning are going to have some cork-ups since NOBODY noes abt the event...*URGH*...the IVP competition which i haf been awaiting SOOOOOO long is having ONE HELLUVA MAJOR CORK-UP..which might cost alot of events for the clubs and also alot of effort will be wasted...*damn that organisation! buek!*
and yeah...i got my FYP project title already after the ballotting yesterday..guess what i got..firstly, dun laugh okay! its.. 'Ligand-Based Drug Design against Bird Flu'..sounds chim? should try see the articles i have been given by my lecturer to read up so as to introduce myself to this title..ahahx...
but well, i haf a feeling that the project wont be that bad after all..cos well, i haf faith in my lecturer..hehe..although this project was'nt my first choice..ahahx..so now, it just means i haf no more time to slack around...
oh..oh...and i didnt update abt my meeting wif long-time fren, Syimah! i met up wif her last sun after madrasah..she came after her driving practical..and yeah, we enjoyed a late lunch at delifrance, lot 1 and had the grilled set with BBQ sauce...it was so fun to meet up wif her and share all the stories that we hadnt managed to share in the past 4 yrs since we last REALLY met..hehe...
i still rmbered her first comment when she met me...'Diana, you look so feminine now..'
ahahx..does that mean i was a tomboy? am i? ahahhahax......mayb i am...ahahx....and talking abt that always reminds me of those times in primary school where i will always try to rival the boys..and i guess..that habit still remains until now..that is why i can't stand it when guys JUST LOOK DOWN on girls!! urgh!! hehe..
so yeah, meeting syimah is a real treat just before school opens..at least, it still comforts my heart to noe that a fren still cares..hehe..and also always give me hope to do the best in life..ahahx...
*thanks alot syimah! hehe...i love u lots k! thanks for the frenship that we haf kept since we were in kindergarten..i hope that ur dreams of opening a kindergarten will become a reality one day and yesh..may all ur dreams will be achieved one day! hehe..thanks also for the support for me to continue my studies..ahahx...nvr give up kan! ehehe...*
k..dats all for now..will update more soon!
diana
*twinKLEs
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5:02 PM :)
Monday, April 20, 2009
dear bloggy..
i guess i just want to post a song here to express my feelings. but please, for those that terase, dun assume. ask me first...
i just need a way to release my tension. life is getting a lil too difficult for me. but i noe i can prevail. like i always manage to do...
Sembilu - Ellakelam malam sepi melamar sepi kerinduan
tak terpadam ingatanku terhadapmu
dan pada siapa harus ku adukan
resah ini kian menghimpit perasaan
dan seandainya kasihmu mekar bagai dulu
pasti tidak aku terbelenggu begini
bukan salah aku retak semua ini
berpunca darimu bertikam lidah
lalu punah
tak dapat ku bayangkan
tuturmu bagai sembilu
mencakar hati ini
tanpa simpati di hati
ingin rasanya
ku laungkan rasa kecewa
kekasih lupakan sejarah
cinta kita baja dulu
dimanakah kau campakkan
cintaku yang pernah kau sanjungi
oh mengapa semua ini berlaku
sedangkan aku sedikit pu tak pernah curang
terhadapmu
diana..
*twinKLEs
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10:44 PM :)
Friday, April 17, 2009
dear bloggy..
i haf promised that i wud type out about the 11th April Picnic right?
ok well..so here goes...
the planning for this picnic had been ongoing for the past month..and the person behind the scene is none other than helmie with me and dzahir as co-organisers...well..people dunnid to noe abt the backfround scene for the work done in planning for the picnic..what u guys should noe is about the day itself! hehe..
Helmie prepared the food which consisted of: mee goreng, nasi goreng and tuna sandwiches..ana and dayah were responsible for the drinks, mas with the fruits, syirah aka cikpon with the titbits while the guys were given the tasks of pitching up the tentS(yang sesungguhnya tk menjadi..hehe...=p)..hehe..i am not really in the pic as i tend to help everyone out.hehe..
so yeah..on that day, at 10.25pm i reached Helmie's house at Bedok to pick up the stuffs which we had placed there the day before..Helmie was helping out his mum and his mum's god-daughter while me, naz and dayah hung out at the living room and layan-ed his youngest bro..Cute Hazroy..hehe...very cute lar that kid..hehe..
niwaes, at 11am, we all moved off to East Coast Park wif all the stuffs to meet up with the rest of the gang ho haf already arrived at the site at 10.30am..ehehe..when we reached there, the rest had pitched the first tent..and so, when we came everything was fully set up..so what remains left is to enjoy! hehe..
but well, apart from a picnic...we also had a couple of surprises..firstly is a bdae surprise for Hidayah! hehe..her 23rd bdae had just past a week ago..so we had a surprise bdae party with a strawberry ice cream cake and a cute PINK care bear as her pressie too! hehehe..naz and helmie actually went to Swensen's at Parkway Parade to get the ice cream cake and then they made up a bdae song to suprise her! ahahx..her expression was of happiness and surprise..hehe..and we really did enjoy the cake...
well, den i picked up syaz and guess who got the next surprise if not....ME!!
ahahx..
Helmie had planned it so much earlier..cos well, the rest all knew about it..apart from syaz...everyone was sitting around the mats and hadi was playing the guitar...and suddenly helmie asked me to sit next to him..i did..and he held my hands and started to talk..
whatever he said, i cant type it all out here..however, he made a promise to me and also my friends that he would never leave me and would take good care of me...and he took out the box and showed me the ring before putting it on..and during the whole time, i was too surprised and speechless to even say a thing..well, i actually wanted to run away lar..it was soo embarrassing..cos it was in front of all my friends and in such a public place..hehe..
last surprise: a flower for each lady in the group..hehe..even syaz got a hot pink flower while mas got a yellow one..hehe...
niwaes, as much as it was fun, the weather failed us at around 4pm..ahahx..we were stuck in the tent and was soon VERY wet..hehe...i enjoyed myself tremendously by playing by the beach in the rain with syaz..hehe...
but all in all, there was not really any major cock-ups and i really enjoyed myself..every second of it...hehe...
so well, just check out the pics okayyy...
hehe..
diana..
*twinKLEs
the four princesses.. me, syirah, hidayah and ana
and the five princes..uwek! hehe..naz, helmie, hadi, dzahir and isham
the strawberry ice cream cake from Swensen's!
and Dayah cutting it..hehe..very sweet kan?
and when she opened the pressie, the expression is just so priceless! hehe..
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6:32 PM :)
Monday, April 13, 2009
dear bloggy..
i think i am weird..i keep missing him although we meet almost everyday although not for long...and we always msg each other or chat with each other..but why do i always miss him?
hmm..the realities of being in love i guess...
okay..
gonna go and do more reflecting..hehe..
take care peeps..
oh..and i'll update about the 11th Apri picnic! be prepared for a sweet surprise..hehe..
diana..
*twinKLEs
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7:59 PM :)
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
dear bloggy..
last sunday, we had a kenduri at my uncle's place to celebrate my youngest cousin's circumcision..and its usually a gathering that i look forward too as my uncle's mother-in-law, which is also my grand-aunt, is a damn good cook!! i especially love her ayam masak merah..*droollllsss* hehehe..okay2..but that's not all...cos i get to meet my other cuz's and relatives and i love that MORE than anything! hehe..so yeah..after all the mingling and sharing of updates wif my cuz's, i met wif my cute cuz that was circumcised..hehe..so here are the pics..
my uncle and shakil =)
muke cute cos tk tau senyum..hehe..
still tak tau senyum..hehe..stress tau layan si kecik ni..tp he tak senang nangis..tu yg best..hehe..
finally...a small cute smile..hehehe.. =)
his sister: Nur Iffah Syazwani. tembam gilerrr kan? hehe..
and the pink trio is my other cuzs..from left, Azlin, Arina, Amirah and my sister, Dania..hehe..
okay..i think that's all for my update..hehe..
diana..
*twinKLEs
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9:31 PM :)
Sunday, April 5, 2009
dear bloggy...
i am sorry, ayahku sayang. i am really sorry. i am really sorry. maafkan i. i know i shud not have done what i did. i haf deleted him and many others whom u dun want me to contact wif. i will really try to change. i will really put in effort to change. i will. i promise. but i really dun want to see u in no mood to talk wif me animore. i dun want to noe dat u wud leave me. i really dun want that to happen.
haix.
please forgive me. ayah. please forgive me.
diana..
*twinKLEs
ps: i dun wanna cry. but i am. haix.
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9:51 PM :)
Thursday, April 2, 2009
dear bloggy..
this post is dedicated to my sister..
haiixxx...
i dunnoe what else isit dat u want from me..
u want me to understand u? well..i haf tried but it seems as though its in vain..cos each time i try to listen to ur probs, i just find that its all small stuffs which u can solve but instead u make it into such a big deal and into such a big problem which u cant solve..and thats when u get depressed and angry..and thats when u just blame others for everything..
and i hate it whenever u do dat.
now u complain that its becos of me being attached, i dun pay as much attention as i did. babes, believe me, i still care as much..if not more..why? cos abg helmie keeps asking me abt u..as much as he asks abt dinah and syafiq, cos well, both me and him do wanna try to talk to u and understand...abg helmie doesnt like me fighting wif my siblings okay...jgn pikir bukan2 lar pls..
and i noe u keep saying ever since i am attached i keep seeing him..but HELLO! i meet him like..when i am otw home from silat training or from wherever i was from..we happened to go home ard the same time..dats y i meet him..cos he sends me home..and usually its just dat..sumtimes we do sit down and talk but we dun waste time like i do wif my exs..like watching movies, etc2...he is too busy to take off every single week..and even if he does, i get pissed off..cos i dun like him taking off alwayyyyssss...u shud noe, abg helmie works everyday..and is only free on sun aftnn...so yeah, tak slh kan kak nk meet him for the duration i go home from sch.. salah ke? tell me? and whenever i talk to him also, bukannye slalu..and bukannye lama..cos i noe dat he needs his rest..and dats my priority...and whenever i conference wif my frens, its to discuss abt stuffs k..not anything k..
I really need u to understand me k babes..
i promise i wud try to change my ways. but stop lar irritating me and making me quarrel wif u over small stuffs. IT SUCKS! try it out okayy.
and stop saying abt u not having enuf love..u haf enuf..u dunnid a bf to feel loved..like i used to say, i am happy and i am satisfied having my family and my frens around..a bf is a bonus..esp a bf that is also a fren to u..
so yeah babes..i wud rather u not think abt having a bf now..but if u haf one, well, up to u..i am giving u the onus to choose urself..
so yeah..
i haf said my piece. like u haf done too..
smile aites! and me not praising u for aniting doesnt mean i am not proud or dun appreciate anything u haf done. =)
diana..
*twinKLES
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11:19 AM :)
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
dearest bloggy!!!!
GUESS WHAT???!!! hehee....its been a month since me and helmie have been together!! =) hehe...
alhamdulillah!! i hope that more months would come between me and him..and insya'allah until death do us part..amin! =)
okayy...so i am gonna dedicate this paragraph for HIM! hehe..
my dearest Mohamad Helmie bin Kamarrudin, I LOVE U MANY2! You haf really made me smile ever since the first day we meet ea other...u haf listened patiently to my stories each day...understood every single feelings and experiences i haf gone thru...laughed wif most of my giler2 jokes..and we haf been so giler2 together cos we didnt take our medication! ahahax..
u ARE the best BF i haf ever had in my life and i hope that u wud be the last BF i will ever haf.
so yeah.
I LOVE YOU.
simply said.
diana...
*twinKLEs
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11:05 PM :)
with the two other ppl invited! mas and her car, audi! hehe..
the strawberry ice cream cake from Swensen's!
