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Thursday, April 2, 2009
dear bloggy..
this post is dedicated to my sister..
haiixxx...
i dunnoe what else isit dat u want from me..
u want me to understand u? well..i haf tried but it seems as though its in vain..cos each time i try to listen to ur probs, i just find that its all small stuffs which u can solve but instead u make it into such a big deal and into such a big problem which u cant solve..and thats when u get depressed and angry..and thats when u just blame others for everything..
and i hate it whenever u do dat.
now u complain that its becos of me being attached, i dun pay as much attention as i did. babes, believe me, i still care as much..if not more..why? cos abg helmie keeps asking me abt u..as much as he asks abt dinah and syafiq, cos well, both me and him do wanna try to talk to u and understand...abg helmie doesnt like me fighting wif my siblings okay...jgn pikir bukan2 lar pls..
and i noe u keep saying ever since i am attached i keep seeing him..but HELLO! i meet him like..when i am otw home from silat training or from wherever i was from..we happened to go home ard the same time..dats y i meet him..cos he sends me home..and usually its just dat..sumtimes we do sit down and talk but we dun waste time like i do wif my exs..like watching movies, etc2...he is too busy to take off every single week..and even if he does, i get pissed off..cos i dun like him taking off alwayyyyssss...u shud noe, abg helmie works everyday..and is only free on sun aftnn...so yeah, tak slh kan kak nk meet him for the duration i go home from sch.. salah ke? tell me? and whenever i talk to him also, bukannye slalu..and bukannye lama..cos i noe dat he needs his rest..and dats my priority...and whenever i conference wif my frens, its to discuss abt stuffs k..not anything k..
I really need u to understand me k babes..
i promise i wud try to change my ways. but stop lar irritating me and making me quarrel wif u over small stuffs. IT SUCKS! try it out okayy.
and stop saying abt u not having enuf love..u haf enuf..u dunnid a bf to feel loved..like i used to say, i am happy and i am satisfied having my family and my frens around..a bf is a bonus..esp a bf that is also a fren to u..
so yeah babes..i wud rather u not think abt having a bf now..but if u haf one, well, up to u..i am giving u the onus to choose urself..
so yeah..
i haf said my piece. like u haf done too..
smile aites! and me not praising u for aniting doesnt mean i am not proud or dun appreciate anything u haf done. =)
diana..
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11:19 AM :)
