* SHE *

{♥} diana *twinKLes
{♥} 19101990
{♥} 3rd Yr in SP

* WISHES *

{♥} car license
{♥} bike license
{♥} full-face helmet
{♥} new jeans
{♥} new bag
{♥} new top

* LOVES *

{♥} caramel frappe from McCafe
{♥} peach tea with blueberry jelly
{♥} POKKA peach tea
{♥} Seasons ice lemon tea
{♥} mee soto
{♥} nasi goreng kampung
{♥} yong tau foo
{♥} techno/trance tunes
{♥} books

* LINKIES *


{♥} *syaZzie - the closest one..
{♥} *iNESSie - the faraway bestie..
{♥} *fiNA - the creative one! hehe..
{♥} *fytch - the emo one..
{♥} *mas - the BELO chef..
{♥} *DyM0nd - MY SIS..
{♥} *DinAh mIszStAR* - MY lastest SIS..
{♥} *KaK AiMi..my COOLEST cuz!
{♥} *nas - the PINK lover..
{♥} *atiQah - the BLUE lover..
{♥} *zulhafiz - the intellectual one..
{♥} *dZahir - the one DEVOTED..
{♥} *NurHAna - the b00kWorm..
{♥} *HaZiQ - the foTograPHer =P..
{♥} *FAZLI - the computer GENIUS..
{♥} *hazzie - the uber-hyper one!
{♥} *fanna - the one that i always chat wif..
{♥} *saSHA - the CUTE junior!
{♥} *ZAKIAH..- the ketot but cute junior!
{♥} *kAk JuNn - my sophisticated sis!
{♥} *hayati - the uniquely pretty one..
{♥} *Riaaa - the fierce but pretty fighter..
{♥} *shiffa - the cute fighter!
{♥} *ApIz - the TP fighter!
{♥} *spsc - the bestest club ever!
{♥} *FASHIONLOOT - check it out!
{♥} *MUSLIMAH CREATIONS - just for MUSLIMAHS ehe..

{♥} `brushes_peach blush
{♥} `designer_e*lame

* MEMORIES *

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* ETCHES *

Monday, July 27, 2009

dear bloggy..

last week was really one of THE worst weeks i ever had in my life! well..to start off, blogger was down..so i cant post up ANYTHING..and i really mean ANYTHING! urgh! and well.more things keep piling up due to my laziness..and well..as much as i like to complain, i haf to say 'serve you right' to my own self..sigh..oh..and last wk, one of the worst things happened when i had a major argument with my dad..which i wont tell you what but it made me cry to sleep...and to make it more painful, helmie didnt seemed to care..cos he just smsed me like nothing ever happened...sigh...

saturday didnt went as planned as everything corked-up..i didnt manage to watch the full performance done by my silat frens..and in the end, i watched the fireworks alone..as i cudnt find my family members in time..as much as i enjoyed watching those awesome fireworks, i still felt sad and lonely..cos well..i cudnt spend the time with bf..and well..bf just aint responding to me..

sigh..

i did ask..oh well..just haf to move on i guess...

will update more in times to come..

diana..
*twinKLEs

embrace the moments in life* ; 9:21 AM :)

Thursday, July 16, 2009



embrace the moments in life* ; 11:01 PM :)

Monday, July 13, 2009

dear bloggy..

today wasnt that great i guess. i got stressed up cos i cudnt finish my report on time and well..things just seem to keep on piling..not only that, i got back 3 papers oreadi..i failed 2 papers by just a few marks and well...i should be happy that i passed one paper but still..i fail is still a fail no matter how marginal it is..sigh..

i also got an email from my SIFE supervisor like..today..stating that i haf to pay $82.95 for my 3 trips to batam! like OMFG! its like damn freaking last minute! how in the world am i supposed to get the money from? from the money tree i guess.. hah.. shucks..now i guess i haf to get the money from umi..cos i noe abi is broke! sigh..

and to conclude my mood for the day, i happened to take one of the idiotic quizzes at fb and this were my results..btw, the quiz title is: the meaning behind your name.

and though i am not supposed to believe in these quizzes, sumhow, the results really got me thinking..


Nama DIANA SYAHIDAYU

Mengandung Arti:
- Keteguhan, kebijaksanaan, pengaruh dan kekuasaan (strongwill, smart,influential and power)
- Durjana/tidak beribadah (doesnt pray)
- Orang yang religius dan bersifat keagamaan (religious and pious)
- Kesesatan dan kedukaan (lost and sadness)

tell me..arent the characteristics like..contradicting? well..so does that make it a neutral thingy..like..the first and third point are positive traits while the other two is negative traits..so 2 positives and 2 negatives make it a neutral rite? haha..okay..now i know i am getting ridiculous..forgive me readers..

and well..that's all in the daily life of diana..

oh btw, thanks darling syaz for meeting me up today..i do nid a gf to share my probs wif..haha..u did make me smile today..thanks alot babes! hehe..

so thanks for reading today..hehe


diana..
*twinKLEs

embrace the moments in life* ; 11:07 PM :)

Nama DIANA SYAHIDAYU

Mengandung Arti:
- Keteguhan, kebijaksanaan, pengaruh dan kekuasaan
- Durjana/tidak beribadah
- Orang yang religius dan bersifat keagamaan
- Kesesatan dan kedukaan

embrace the moments in life* ; 11:07 PM :)

dear bloggy..

i think i need immediate help. i think i really need it. i need the motivation to change for the better. but i feel that i am really not getting any. i can't think of anything that can motivate me. music cant change me, sound advice from my godbro and some of my frens can't change me. how? i really am feeling at a loss here. i badly need a hug and some encouragement. but i still cant get it. not with bf working and busy. i don't think he knows about this. and i wish he doesnt know because it would affect his work. damn. am i being selfish or am i being protective? now i am confused. friends have told me to talk to bf but i am very reluctant to do so..sigh..

ayah, i need you now. i need your care and attention now. i don't want it from anyone else. because i know that even if i get it from someone else, its only temporary..and i believe that they have other ulterior motives behind those sound advice and attention they shower upon me..ayah..pls..listen to me.. =(

diana..
*twinKLEs

embrace the moments in life* ; 11:08 AM :)

Saturday, July 11, 2009

dear bloggy..

back to my crazy old self..but oni wif those that knows me well..haha..
i mean, i am still as outgoing..but am more toned down somewhat..
niwaes, i did sumthing which i didnt even think i wud do..which is to wear PINK! haha! diana and pink is just not normal..since i only wear pink on certain occasions..which is when i haf to wear my pink kebaya or pink kurung..hehe..so well, when on thurs, i wore my pink skirt and pink tudung to sch, of course some of my frens commented..hehe..they said that its very rare to see me in pink..but it was really fun being different for once in a while..hehe

and when i am really happy now..nothing can make me upset..cos well..just now my aunt came over to my house and one of the things she asked me was, 'how is ur bf?' haha..and i just cudnt help but smile and share all the stories abt him..hehe..

so yeah..thats all i guess..
hehe..wanna go and sing summore songs..oh and dance to it too..hehe..

diana..
*twinKLEs

embrace the moments in life* ; 9:50 PM :)

Thursday, July 9, 2009

dear bloggy..

there are so many things i would like to type here..yet, i dunnoe where to start. my mixed feelings are not helping either. sigh.

okay. so let me begin.

school has just opened..so well, i had my mid-semester tests..last week..and i dunnoe why in the world i was not even the least bit worried about it. i studied but it was half-hearted. my mind was only set on just finishing the paper. but when the paper ended, the only thing in my mind was, ' DAYMN! i cud have done better IF i had studied better.' IF and only IF. so well, as per usual, i am going thru the same cycle of regretting not studying (but still, wont change for the better.. =S) thus causing me to become crankier than usual..(and..if uzair is reading this, he would say: diana, you are not being fair to yourself. you have to change. - psst..uzair..i am trying ni.. =))

so well..i haf to apolgise to some ppl for my crankiness..firstly, to boyfie..i know ur busy-ness is worst than the busy bee..and i am really trying to understand ur work and the commitment u put to it..i know i haf to trust you and nvr ever doubt u..niwaes, ayah, i miss you too much! and i love you more than you would ever know..and the oni way i can show that is by either msging you, or irritating you..which, i know i am guilty of..sorry darling..i try not to be as cranky..(esp when it comes to that time of the month..) hehe..

another group of people i haf to apologise would be my lovable siblings..sometimes i really feel like kicking you ppl's asses but well..haf to say that if i did that, i would suffer more since i am not as strong or as active as u guys are..hehe...i am sorry for shouting at you, screaming at you, making you cry..etc2..(u noe what i am guilty of rite..hehe =P) i will try to be a better sister..but well, just tolerate me whenever i am in one of my moods..

niwaes,
to uzair..i know this is kinda late..but really, thanks for the sound advice you gave me..i didnt really realise that the problem was really that serious..but at least, now that i noe of it, i can make amends..its nvr too late kan..

now that school term has started, i think i would have to brace myself for the exams to come..and of course for my fyp..yeah..fyp is really2 eating up alot of my time and my mind..i am still trying to understand the whole procedure behind my project..i really hope no more delays now..

and well..now i just haf to undergo the pain of waiting to get my results..sigh.. =S wish me all the best aites peeps..

diana..
*twinKLEs



embrace the moments in life* ; 9:59 PM :)