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Thursday, July 9, 2009
dear bloggy..
there are so many things i would like to type here..yet, i dunnoe where to start. my mixed feelings are not helping either. sigh.
okay. so let me begin.
school has just opened..so well, i had my mid-semester tests..last week..and i dunnoe why in the world i was not even the least bit worried about it. i studied but it was half-hearted. my mind was only set on just finishing the paper. but when the paper ended, the only thing in my mind was, ' DAYMN! i cud have done better IF i had studied better.' IF and only IF. so well, as per usual, i am going thru the same cycle of regretting not studying (but still, wont change for the better.. =S) thus causing me to become crankier than usual..(and..if uzair is reading this, he would say: diana, you are not being fair to yourself. you have to change. - psst..uzair..i am trying ni.. =))
so well..i haf to apolgise to some ppl for my crankiness..firstly, to boyfie..i know ur busy-ness is worst than the busy bee..and i am really trying to understand ur work and the commitment u put to it..i know i haf to trust you and nvr ever doubt u..niwaes, ayah, i miss you too much! and i love you more than you would ever know..and the oni way i can show that is by either msging you, or irritating you..which, i know i am guilty of..sorry darling..i try not to be as cranky..(esp when it comes to that time of the month..) hehe..
another group of people i haf to apologise would be my lovable siblings..sometimes i really feel like kicking you ppl's asses but well..haf to say that if i did that, i would suffer more since i am not as strong or as active as u guys are..hehe...i am sorry for shouting at you, screaming at you, making you cry..etc2..(u noe what i am guilty of rite..hehe =P) i will try to be a better sister..but well, just tolerate me whenever i am in one of my moods..
niwaes,
to uzair..i know this is kinda late..but really, thanks for the sound advice you gave me..i didnt really realise that the problem was really that serious..but at least, now that i noe of it, i can make amends..its nvr too late kan..
now that school term has started, i think i would have to brace myself for the exams to come..and of course for my fyp..yeah..fyp is really2 eating up alot of my time and my mind..i am still trying to understand the whole procedure behind my project..i really hope no more delays now..
and well..now i just haf to undergo the pain of waiting to get my results..sigh.. =S wish me all the best aites peeps..
diana..
*twinKLEs
didnt believe that that star is still shining for me. only for me.
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9:59 PM :)
