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Monday, January 25, 2010
dear bloggy..
i had thought that my sister's problems have already been solved ages ago..but it seems now that it was never over..it was just how my sister kept all the feelings bottled up before finally after all the pressure cannot be kept in then she explodes and in the midst of her exploding, hurt everyone in the family.
i seriously do not understand why is her mentality is so corked-up, why can't she be mature and why can't she stop blaming others for everything?
sigh. I am at my wit's end with my sister. seriously.
i care for her so much, but she mistook it for me being sarcastic. it is very very irritating.
she doesnt know that behind her, when i do talk abt her to my friends, i was always full of praises although sumtimes its mixed with disappointment becos my sister does not realise this. she keeps thinking i am putting her down when i am not. she just has that sick idea that i am always trying to shut her out from my life. she keeps thinking i think of her as sumone who is so bad, good-for-nothing, etc2 when i dont think so. it hurts me alot whenever she accuses me of all that. and the bigger problem is that, when i try to explain, she doesnt want to listen.
sigh.
and now the matter is getting bigger cos it now involves the whole family. it must feel weird to have 5 ppl against one person...and i know my sister feels helpless and horrible..but i dunnoe how else to talk to her..i have practically given up..but now that i get to noe that my aunt is trying to get into the problem, i think that there might be something that can be done..
i really hope all this will end soon. its affecting every single person in the family. =(
diana..
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3:42 AM :)
