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Sunday, January 31, 2010
dear bloggy..
already yesterday was such a cork-up, todae was like no better..
=(
yesterday was my FYP's presentation was such a letdown..
well..cos i had a minor cork-up during my part for the presentation..and subsequently, Q and A sealed my grp's fate that our FYP was like a major failure..esp for me, cos well, most of the questions were like..aimed at me..and imagine having that feeling that the 7 lecturers who attended the presentation do not seem to understand what the heck was explained..
i really dunnoe whether to laugh or cry..
hahax...
niwaes, met up with mas after fyp presentation..and laughed over a cup of awesome ice-cream..haha..those kind of moments should be done more often..haha..let my tudung down..hahaha...
and i was supposed to have a great outing today with a certain someone..but he cancelled at the last minute cos his bike needed servicing..kurang peh asam! haha..and then someone smsed me..
who else?
yan.
saying of what recently happened to him.
and that he needed my help.
sigh
again.
why cant these kind of guys just avoid me like plague?
sigh.
and well, was listening to some jiwang songs and started to cry. why? cos i was just like thinking..how awesome isit to be loved, cherished, treasured, missed, taken care of...and why cant i feel it? why isit always so temporary..? and then i feel like i lost more.. ='(
and whenever this happens, someone would remind me that zan is there, yan is there..but think about it, if i had wanted to fall for any of them, i wud haf a long time ago..not now..
and then i would rethink again that i dunnid love now..
haha..
and then that is that...
someone commented again that i nid to stop perah minyak, or stop being irritating lar..
and i cant help thinking that if i change, it wont change anything. seriously. i have tried so many things but, its all in vain..so yeah..i seriously think i dunnid to care abt all this now..
but, thank god for the dinner just now with family..at least a change of mood..hahax..it was a simple dinner at Bisro Delifrance to celebrate sister's bdae! haha..had an awesome array of food and also many2 pics which i am not gg to upload yet..haha..
so yeah...that is all for today..hahax...
diana..
*twinKLes
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12:10 AM :)