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Saturday, February 20, 2010
dear bloggy..
its 4.16am in the morning and i am up..doing my long-delayed homework.. =( i dunno why, i am just unmotivated to do my work..guess its the 3rd-yr graduation syndrome..hehe..its when u get into ur final yr, and u just wanna get it over and done with so u dun give a damn for assignments animore..
unfortunately, this assignment is important.. =(( so no excuse not to do it..
and one of my lecturer also called me up about my formal report and datasheet..sighhhh.... =(((
have to do it by monday...
hahax..
niwaes, to put those dire boring things out of the way, i do have some interesting stories to type about..
firstly would be,
i am given the go ahead for another trip to India! =))
and its fully-subsidised again! YAY!
so its like..a volunteer work with an added incentive..
hehe..
and i do need the break..
so many things have been gg thru my mind again...
niwaes, classes have ended *yay! but at the same time, i am already missing school like shyt!*
so i am left wit 2 more exam papers before officially graduating from polytechnic!
*reminiscing again*
still rmb the first day of school..
the orientation day..in which i remember during the first wk of school, most of my time was spent trying to find my classes... *snickers*
and those friends i have made..not oni classmates but schoolmates whom i always smiled and waved at...i will miss them...
those events i participated in school..and also in various camps... *sobs*
seriously, polytechnic was a huge chapter of my life...
so many UPS (for eg, those camps i attended, events i organised, having eye candies, getting att to one of the best boyfriend ever, making new friends that i believe would last,etc) and DOWNS (that dark chapter in my life..which i would rather not talk about... =''(...) and if ever anione asked me whether i regretted choosing this path instead of JC (in which majority of friends think i should have chosen..) i would always say,'NO!'
well..its cos, poly widened my horizons...gave me invaluable lessons and experiences which i believe i can nvr ever get from joining jc...
so soon, this chapter of my life would end..
next would be,
the REAL world..
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niwaes,
back to other topics..
i came clean with wiwin...
and i dared wiwin to intro me to a guy who wud never ever take advantage of a girl..
and he said..its just a matter of finding the right one..and where would i find that kind of a guy? *laughs sarcastically* and he said...well..trust me..there are...and i said..trust you? hahahahahahahahah...
sorry wiwin..
been through too many shyt..i dunnoe how to gain back this trust with guys..
but hopefully insya'Allah i will meet one honourable guy..
maybe zan is that guy...
maybe not..
cos he has been trying his best to own my heart..but still not gd enuf..cos i am just afraid lar...
until when, i dunnoe..but one day mabe the truth will shine.. =)
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and i had loads of fun too! =))
especially with friends..
primary school friends,
secondary school friends,
volunteer friends,
polytechnic friends,
internet friends..
that i dunno where to start..=P
hehe..
so well..
just to keep it short and sweet, i just had loads of fun! =))))
diana..
*twinKLEs
*life isnt as bleak as i had thought. alhamdulillah.. =D
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4:16 AM :)